Friday, October 29, 2010

this damn dream done changed my life.

this is not a dream anymore, Marcus this is damn real.

this is your career. the drop or fly is in your hands.

before it wasn't it was in others hands.

this provides you will the utmost respect and responsibility for yourself.

you need this to grow up and become responsible more than anything,love.

you will have to take care of your body,your connections,your well-being(mentally,stability-wise).

before you become a man elsewhere,you must become one at home.

Marcus has grown-up, so you motherfuckers had better watch out.

Think ahead plan ahead.Take your time and plan ahead to defeat and beat others.grab life and live it.experience it. do not let things come to you any longer. call,communicate,grow and share.

You think too much and you will be frozen.

hello.

Thursday, October 28, 2010

sleeping early waking up earlier [10-29]

a dream about.

ordering white castles.

two double, burgers, and fry. were left

i had eaten part of it, but figured for some reason id save the rest.

upon pulling them out they were bigger than usual

meat hanging out from the bun. double the size of their actual burgers with bread about the same size..maybe a smidgen bigger.

i left to go prepare for the night(brush teeth,clean face, etc)

then upon laying in bed i noticed that i still had the bag, and i figured ok why not! i might as well you cant save white castle 'til the next day!

i took out the burger. then i was at a park with walt.nardo was on his way their.nardo arrived i said wassup-then i finished eating one burger and my fries were on the burgers.[as usual]

then we were at an asian restaurant. someone ordered fish.walter talked/asked if i was with someone i said "no, because that locks you down"

he laughed. we all laughed

there was an asian man with us now sitting at the table with me

[we are at two separate tables]

after seeing walt from the reflection of the tinted glass in front of me. i turn around.

now either before or after the restaurant

we are all running. down a hill. i carrying my burger then half way down toss it! missing it because it tastes so good. but running down the hill anyway and then we were at the asian restaurant having a good time.

i have to let something go to move on. otherwise it will weigh me down.make a decision already,Love. ;D

we were preparing to work out and it was early-dark morning. nardo stretching walt ready and the asian guy there. so to be eating the white castle was not smart on the way down walt asked me if i was alright. because he knew i had been eating the white castle.

we all went down together and laughed at the restaurant.

face the grace

artificial intelligence
is a being
a way of life for them
with no meaning

grinning
wait for the hog
to leave home
before you
bake macon

have manners for the dyslexic

face the grace.

he figures he's on a roll so why stop

i guess i shouldnt tell so much
and you shouldnt smell so much.

/\ IT DIDNT MEAN anything to a soul but me

looking for a way to leave my mark. its a subtle plan. i feel like basquiat...got the look on my head.
ilearned yesterday just how ughff.i can dress.
sloppy some.

i want fitting tops and revealing bottoms.
im going to be one fine ass bum.
my outfit is sick.
i learned layers. that which is so difficult for me to do.-this winter storm

grey thermal -medium
rotten brownpeach zip up sweater -layer2
green military jacket
blue/green knit scarf- so warm /\so fluff
jeans with a bow leg cut..wrinkles at pockets
skechers boots-but you know you could never find me wearing fucking skechers-RATHER:red wings,chukkas,or low top boot...maybe

damn i looked good.
i really underdress myself.
time to get some fucking money bitches.
ballin on all you muthafukkas!
seriously
i should model clothes
seriously i model clothes

get over yourself reader,and let me have my penis back.
my cock strong,my will weak
i will use my dick to speak
on occajun!

-wh-at.
Who is she?

Monday, October 25, 2010

be timeless,or be gone.

cuz foreva is a mighty long time!