aroused by arousal

I DON'T WANT TO PLAY IT SAFE,AND THAT MEANS IM GOING TO FAIL SOMETIMES.

your not always going to hit the bulls eye you will do things that work and things that dont work. if you are taking risks and your pushing yourself and doing things that scare you YOU ARE GOING TO FALL ON YOUR FACE AND ITS NOT ALWAYS GOING TO WORK. IT EITHER REALLY WORKS OR IT REALLY DOESN'T WHEN YOUR TAKING A GREAT RISK !

IM A RISK TAKER SAY IT DO IT IN ALL ASPECTS OR DIE.

its your place- odd face

ever played pause. you watch a dvr show or live tv and try to freeze it when the people or person on screen is talking and pausing when they blink-take a breath...etc and as a result make and odd face.

CARBON COPIES ARE slugs with salt for brains

HOW DARE YOU COMPARE YOURSELF TO ANOTHER. JUST BECAUSE YOU BREATHE AND THEY BREATHE DOES NOT MEAN YOU ARE THE SAME. DOGS BREATHE,ROBOTS BREATHE,AND THE REPTILE BREATHES. FIND YOUR DIFFERENCE AND CELEBRATE IT.
HIDE NOTHING AND SHAME NOTHING.

YOUR MOMENT WILL COME AND WHEN IT DOES DO YOU WANT TO BE CAUGHT AS ANOTHER OR YOURSELF.

my throat hurts-this weather change.

and i must remember to have faith, most of all. at the bottom you remember the floors, because when the ceiling is on your back you will appreciate it more. not that you will hate the floor you left but it will be more beautiful.
i am not broken. i feel beaten. but really I must believe;in myself most of all. Know my role and speak my mind. go in not out. go inward,not outward. sleep

don't allow you to be treated any kind of way.

rihanna

cover

California King Bed

Complicated.

i dont want to be in your mouth,you make me want my voice back

to play a piano and make you cry would do more than tingle my desire to play harder and make more.It would cause a rapture of love to rapture: world,moment,room,studio,"faces -will fall when the answer comes."

he wrote it on the wall like it was grammar school boy stalls. she called and the feeling left.

tv hasn't always been bad

What I've learned most is stick to something and you will progress in it. As seen by performers as made a spectacle by the drug addict.

what is bad?

mutual affection

I've Fallen in Love with James Blake.

ceepak dhopra

AGELESS BODY,TIMELESS MIND

223rd

Tell me the last time anyone has had money for anything, besides bad habits and a fast food sandwich.

ITS UP TO YOU, TO MEND MY HEART PLEASE DON'T LET GO.

Two in the P!nK

listening to the Big pink
and im in love.

always have( long passwords)

never ask the devil about the ones you love.
the honesty will burn
and give clarity
if he ever did exist
must have your last name.
your last name.
THE DEVIL MUST HAVE YOUR LAST NAME.

-|-

yeah well ya mother wasn't talking about me.

there's something about doing grassroots work. Im going to get the dough,the money,the fame. i believe not so much trust.
but independent anything is always a favourite.

you never held me like that.

hello rock, and goodbye MCs.

I will always be me.



Watching :Mo'Betta Blues

thoughts in midst of paradise

cutting the strips of film,listening to ducktails-parasailing on repeat. trust me it'll be a good life in rust-water tint.
we'll all be rich but look average.this is the wave. the more you show your gold we figure you don't know any better.... and that your money has a temperament similar to a two-year old.....fox
ha!

what would it be to kiss to warpaint's billie holiday. something like you'd never know and when the drums come in we'll make it.i dont know you yet but i want to. to have something plush like i do.

you swore to never speak.but looks who's running there mouth.[children]

dynamite money,"i marveled...

"babies full of rabies" he said "yes yes".

"peculiar travels suggestions are dancing lessons from god"

bavid dowie

"--"

the hopes and fears of all the years are here with us tonight.

untitled request

i do believe that one day.
one point in time
the spectacular ennsanjana and I
will write something
to stun masses
by way of film
by way of book
by way of us.

though this has not been asked i do wish and hope ,often and big.

The Moment III

waiting on my television debut. i know somber moments will come but I am going to bask in this moment. Im gonna light up i know...inside.

I love you Marcus Glenn.
I am soo happy so, so happy. like a beam out my chest,blooming out my mouth.

I'm dreaming my ass off but producing more.
watch me world watch me.

There is so much more to do.
Let's conquer the world and love our mates.

And I was never satisfied with nothing.just planning.

love.
life
live
love.
be
you

tv set

2 poor people sat
watching prosperity teachers.

could you match this house anymore

details

in case im predicting the future or something.[its dated]

thats like a president answering questions of hardship before starting their term.
and answering questions of luck once amidst tragedy in their term.

what are you, trying to ruin the woman...man!

chill

1-4-2011

mouthpiece for a nation who could give two shits,as long as they get their way.
-Phaugn Clavichord [+] [pronounced fun, with an "a"]

a heart like static in this carpeted tavern

i saw sophia's friend today and man is she cute, hello emilia ! ! !

the more i think about being with someone the more i want to but,

"Don't you know with no money that girl is not gon give you none"

dont be sad, its humour...come on[dry chuckle]... laugh (people)!
looks around the room,sees the bourgeoisie of the elephant gala.
"there's no hope for the rich, only greed for the poor" he yelled.
and in a fit of unbelief he sunk into his seat.
now,he knew, "this-was-go-ing to-be a long night"

scene 1,

spirit,chew all. boy didnt you know -_-

ghettoTEETH
favelaTOOTH
hoodMouth
cadillacspirit
oldsmoGRILLE

a righteous stampede,atop a mountainside could read what you mean.but instead you choose to talk..
why?

this house will never disappear, but it will be vacant at times and switch streets.
-Mama Squire

The BE,AR

The
BEST
EVER,
AL-
READY





-i'm going to do something with the antithesis of magic

music i feel like hearing right now/great for winter too

poni hoax
twin sister
bear in heaven
feist
puro instinct
the hundred in hands
companions of the porch
thug magick

shannyn sossamon
rosario dawson
...
most are real life friends or acquaintances though.

i saw my dream house the one filled with tea and greenery.like madlibs

DWYLFTR

2iw
1bg

twig
big
.

currently reading

why dont more artist who create book covers ,create album covers. i will.
they are as memorable as music is.
why dont more album artist do my books.
and literary artists do my cds

i'll go to your room but you'll have to seduce me.[follow the bold]

each of us fulfilling each other in different ways our personalities different but our love the same.
would we all have to meet at the same time for it to be equal. you can be a bone head but open to those things which seem to bend the norm.of course not,it develops as it does. and let it do so. may you know and may all know what it is to embrace what is different and unusual to you.so that you can know what you like and don't and because you don't doesn't mean you unlike it for anyone else.
be what you need and embrace what you see[everyday].

does anyone remember my post on polygamy...

well served black man

well served green man

well served green man

well served.

i've been forgetting to take it one day at a time. no longer

never say i love you back if you dont mean it.

i've liked being up this late since my first real relationship. you know its like before i knew how to do it on purpose. i would do it and wish i could live like that now. i do and i need to break the cycle.

sex in the grass.summer air is thick. elena could be of love interest if i knew one.
the internet fails at the most unsuspecting adn crucial moments. through it all we still call a fall failure and liken rising to success. which one can only hope for. how many memoirs can you fit in a notebook. i guess it would depend on how big you write. how small you think.how much meaning behind them. each of them.

why die with the most when you live with the least. searching for me
im found home,i make each place that give me 10 minutes?...please

do you dream about me
at night?
any
at all ?

at all,like ever... like,every night

i've liked being up this late since my first real relationship. you know its like before i knew how to do it on purpose. i would do it and wish i could live like that now. i do and i need to break the

the most beautiful sentences in the most hateful heart

that must be the nature of movies to make you dream.

the reel yells love. i mean the actual reel. developing film seems a great way to spend my time when im off. but i dont take pictures. but i want an old camera and a new one too. my pictures unlike yours.
i once began developing phone photography maybe 2.1 megapixels...i miss that phone;damn kids stole it at "The Point". my next was so clear my favourite phone...got drunk then it got snatched. to the day i want to go and ask about it at luckys its been a year and 2 months.
is this what love feels like.

don't badger an emotion repeating the question you were asked.

I'll go to your room but you'll have to seduce me.

i dont know where i remember you from but i swear i know you.

where is my vicky ---nah
where is my maria elena.

i feel like cristina before she was in a relationship,and after she left- all the time.

just received an assload of woody allen movies...well not that much more like 5 but combine the time and that about 1/2 your day why does 10 hours seem to be so overbearing but 5hrs here and there is a bearable. where is the bear.

where is she,them.
i wouldn't mind a 3 way relationship by the way. lets be a community perhaps raise a family like that one day| the idea of just one person for soo long is eh, i mean unless that one person ideal is meant for me. but two people, could be for me...my ideal the same way people feel one person can fulfill them..shit maybe 3-4.

something i will see
in this life i will learn.

I find the idea of 2 lovers exciting. 2 people who i am in love with W-O-W! would i not be set?

and on the subject of love. why would i hold back.Embrace the experience for what it is never knowing how long it will last. lest you miss out on it all. I am not perfect and I have not been the best in the past with communicating but I can and will own up to that. I will improve,not that im bad now.

i've had dreams of having sex with at least 3 people 2 of them i know 1 of them felt like "in love was setting in or lust was succumbed in a wonderful sexual relationship.

why do you read this.
why do you write it...

sHE completely abandons all responsibility.

Watching the other man,lets hope its good.

any movie which starts off with a fashion show must be good.
right?
well lets hope.



thinking of you,whoever you are.

=-=-=-=-=-
and tomorrow I am going to get a new e-reader the screen on this one is fucked.

• need to clear my hardrive[both]
• need to make calls
• need to exercise

and today i sent my application to Ford Models. I feel very good and I am looking forward to their response-if they so choose to[gotta read the Ford Models submission guidelines-lol]

• let us wake up tomorrow and
• accomplish what is next
• read tonight,exercise,porn
• :)
• i realize that M.A.R.S. will be real quite real
• this place is gonna disappear into a new atmosphere.

stay abreast the clues are there. right?

you would be surprised that all i want to do is wake-up next to you.
and kiss you throughout the day when we are home.
but im a working man, and couple time would slow me down.
o, im driven but in a selfish way.