What does one make of it

I am not going to sleep on time tonight as punishment.

(and that is actually pleasure.)

What am I to do. That voice is becoming more accurate. You know the one that told me to meditate deeply, have a fucking seat before  I go and book this ticket to Portugal. Damn nigga.


I mean fa real, and the big thing is it isn't your money. So now you have to wake up early and go fight for your money or a new ticket in a different direction. Perhaps Italy or perhaps BE. Either way this is womping major.

Christmas will not be on a beach. If i hear anymore of this youtube and pop shit I'm gonna be so good at tuning out shit, that I'm gonna be really good at tuning out shit.

Concepts are super simple. The method of making the album is super complex mainly because I want a certain outcome,even though the best songs have come out when I haven't necessarily been looking for them, just kinda shitting around. However you need to re-record them and make them sound right.

What about ------ ? I haven't talked to anyone in days. Which is usually how things go. I have this idea that when you are grown you don't consult friends or family on your decisions. This is mostly how I feel because I feel one way about something initially and another way hours, or days later and I dont need folks judging off of that instead of my intent, because I take those I love and care a bouts words to heart the most. No need to involve emotions with confusions, thats a damn near 7-day soup...thick though like baby food ..[pea baby puree ]