possible audition

ALEX
M.: Early 20s
Young, attractive, straight-forward male prostitute. Alex is a rent boy with a sometime girlfriend (ELLEN) and would share her pain and anguish over growing up if he ever stopped to think about it. “The trick,” he says of pain in his past, “would be not to think about it.” Please note: this role requires full nudity briefly in one scene.

time to get my mind right.

The Little Dog Laughed

MAKE MONEY TAKE HONEY

"

why dont you just Durango-Fang the Policy?"

NSFW

now satisfy fine women
now sit flat wanda
now serving fat women
nipples shirts further wisdom
triple shirts, triple wisdom
dads last day was last night
dee el de win

thee L, thee W.in

great shorts for a new hat

SELF keeps saying Wait till the end, but i've found my artist image. for sure.

house boy with headshorts on.

ARE YOU FOR MAKE GOOD TIMES?

tonight

Teenage Jesus

You believe in Christianity, but Santa Clause is ridiculous.

CAN'T WAIT FOR the new

Teenage Jesus EP and Album...
check out the first release coming entitled :

"God's Last Name is not Damn"
1. Jeremiah Cummings
2.Bill Maher
3.Christopher Walken
4.St.Ives
5.Minister at 10
6.I always dressed well


Pastor Aghot Power- "If you know what you got, you ain't got much"

learning.

Make progressive decisions because you want to progress.

this voice-this is power

CM punk adds Variation to the WWE and that is why i like him. he has a great character and excellent delivery. oh yea i still love wrestling.

put it in my imdb quotes or something

Approach roles as you wish to. Know and learn different methods; have an array of knowledge on how you choose to approach the next role.

i do not believe 1 method is right for me.

nambid dames tracklisting

floral camouflage
clarice camouflage
tongue-in-cheek
rejection kiss
i felt like there was sexual chemistry
your working leg
nigel jiles
justin greene
still abel
wilson radio
dogshot boys
dog dreams
radio catastrophe
Knaymis Ford
Sanford Foxx
andSon
anphroshaas
LightBox

clarice got a bump : i want a dancer.

There haven't been many complete thought on here lately. Not the most amount of complete sentences either. but when I'm in more complete states of being and more complete way of living you get more complete sentences. what does it matter though? if you are reading my entries you have stumbled randomly onto my board and can watch the progression and change yourself. its more of a journal anyway

or get mad at you because you showed your balls.

the otherside of the kingdom
the otherside of our kingdom



u wouldnt be here if it wasnt for her vagina.

[gasp] reggae drum intro then honky tonk hawaiin music

I want to be inside your lips,
i want your flesh,
especially the scent.

you definitely dont pull a hypothetical gun on your therapist

Woodstock off in this muthafukka. I am really hoping this comes through. I am looking forward to going, i wish it was longer but I am going to apply myself and make this work, proud again. This feels like real world in Woodstock!!! I will love you Fjallraven love you for a month if I can.

...

My plan is just to make it work. Grind, pound it...Make this work. Im going to join a theatre group and show my ass. oh, its on.. its on baby, its on!

never too late son, never too late

MARCUS GLENN

Jeff Bridges
Don Cheadle
Joseph Gordon-Levitt
Robert Duval
Maggie Gyllenhaal
(younger) Leo DiCaprio
Josh Brolin
Steve Buscemi
Ethan Hawke
Kiefer Sutherland
Michael Pitt
Benicio Del Toro
Edgar Ramirez
Rupert Everett
Gael Garcia Bernal
Sean Penn
Robert DeNiro
Josh Hartnett
Javier Bardem
Jack Nicholson
Christopher Walken
Matt Damon
Red Foxx
Joe Pesci
Marlon Brando
John Leguizamo (one-man shows)

MARCUS GLENN

WANT : Cigarettes

Need: Shakespeare

seven-five-twothowzhandeelEvan

Amira al-Taweel

the week of 7-3-11 to 7- 10 . i'll tell you how all is on the 10th!

im going to hear from jobs this week. it'll be like playing cards with my favourite cards in-hand.

THATS FOR BABIES

i think blake shelton is cheating on miranda lambert

mel torme - all i need is the girl

great song when i 'm getting dashing for the evening. the day!

asinine (assisnine)

be in favour of yourself, do not set yourself up to fail. obey your instinct(what it favours)-of course analyze the fruit of that action in past and possible consequences, move smart be brilliant.




Ass is mine.

When in control you won't recognize shit.

just scroll -" in this section"- downward, and you'll read it.
| | |
You should really check my monologue.

- - boom*!

daash daash finish him*!




- June Lately

Great Peice -M.A.Glenn

Clifford

they're always together,
she's walking
and he's talking.

"Soon you'll see bitch, love is Clifford and im tired of walking your ass around.
You're blond and dressing tacky,lost in the Cali smog!"

under breath:

Can't wait till she finds those prayer beads, maybe then she'll stay out my ass and Mohammad can walk her back home.

big ass muthafukka

...shrewd and knavish sprite'

Puck.

I have found a new aspect of myself doing what i love. its that simple. Focus and watch it happen better every time. it's crazy !!!

my favourite drink

WeeR

Franzia and Beer.

went to buy change from the bank...an'came back with a dollar in fish. (Sand Dollars)

beating of a milliondrums
numbing my sole's
feeling of a million drums
puncturing holes.
...riot act,quiet pact...
I'll smile when I'm free.

-switch-

the judge is lenient when you bribe
on your knees,
with your eyes.
and when you say, "All is dead."

Clifford

they're always together,
she's walking
and he's talking.

"Soon you'll see bitch, love is Clifford and im tired of walking your ass around.
You're blond and dressing tacky,lost in the Cali smog!"

under breath:

Can't wait till she finds those prayer beads, maybe then she'll stay out my ass and Mohammad can walk her back home.

big ass muthafukka

sandwich sauce and cheeseburgers

smoking c
amels doing pil-(ate)-s.

lifeisntapack of charmin tissue

GET WORK
GET LOADED
STAY HAPPY
SLEEPGOOD.

Americancheese Salt

There isn't much to say. I definitely feel free now, and my own.

i have established goals and am ready to implement. Im proud to see my friends make it doing what they love and enjoy and look forward to "my time", as they say. Its all about being ready and taking advantage of the opportunites before you; and having that vigor when i wake up.

Im here now. I ' M H E R E !

"sO LIFE, let us do right."
I think the most surprising part is realizing that I am back on my own route, with no one in my ear pressing I do otherwise. The legality and future issues may get messy as far as all my past work goes, but what i am doing now is for me and about building me. I am doing well for myself. LOVEMYLIFEMORETHANYOURSbecauseITSMINE!lol

dhicklikeanightstick and other derogatory shit!

my birthday : June 10 the 23rd

Cool ass day for a cool ass dude.

o you mean this gunMONEY $hiT !$!*

i swear if they try to break up BEER $$ MONEY. im gonna stop watching IMPACT!

just some of the favORites

NENA Linda
Sasha Grey
Sadie West
Sasha Sweet
Lisa Sparxxx

gotta be nasty

sooo new yaaawk!

my mother has done me the great favour of purchasing my ticket out. I am eternally grateful and will repay her by making her proud and achieving what i have planned for myself.

I am ecstatic about this new chapter, while at the same time scared of not making it. That is apart of the preparation and really doesn't bother me. I am not bothered for 2 reasons

1. It feels right in my core.
2. It makes sense.

in 9 days i will be on my way and in 10 days I will be in NJ !!!

The move is drastic.
I am now looking to lock a final job in..continuing my search through most of tomorrow. Come January( as of now) I would like to begin my education at either a conservatory or conservatory program at a university. All is still being planned out but im sure i'll update here.

have a good night. and thank you mom, i love you.

THE THINGS YOU'LL READ

when the strangers come here, because someone spread the word about my blog. and i am sure some will question me about what they see on here, when the answer is on the next line...

and those are questions i hate.

craving something i never had

SOJU.


watching Sasha Sweet.

i seem to

never realize the time until its passed,
and
never appreciate the company until they're gone.

MY MUSTACHE BRINGS ALL THE GIRLS TO THE YARD,

AND THEY'RE LIKE ITS BETTER THAN YOURS, DAMN RIGHT ITS BETTER THAN YOURS.

FUCK IT, I QUIT.

YOU HAVE TO MAKE THE DISTINCTION AND 2 AT ONCE ISNT IT SAYS 3 YEARS.

kidBRAIN grownBODY

and now i understand that you dont know anything. make your life what you want and quit dreaming. what a morning enjoy your notebooks and notes. take them all to heart. if you want to travel travel. no attachments is the name. of the game.

I am my Daddy! I am my Journal.

with new decisions come new opportunities.
i've made a new decision, although i feel i need to get myself back. 4 months on water would be a great place to do that. I really should have gotten myself together when i felt it on my body, but I didn't so i am doing it now. no reason to regret there are no working/cheap time machines so there's no going back homie.

I feel the best thing to do is move ahead and learn now for myself. Where is my individuality where is my wise time making decisions... i have allowed outside talk to dominate it. No longer I must now make it happen. Im at a new place in life and am able to realize even in the most bleak circumstances there is something to focus on and learn.

shaking my damn head?

dont let a nigga whoop out the smDh!

i studied highschool in college.

...says the horoscope, and it brings me joy!...and comfort.

There is an urge to probe and examine many of your goals these days and you may find yourself working through some strong internal changes. By looking at these changes one at a time, you will be able to form future plans. By trying to create change all at once, you could become too oppressive to yourself and others. Give your loved ones a chance--they want to give you encouragement. Practical ideas are the ones that make the most sense now--putting them to good use may become a focus for you. Material things are foremost on your mind in many respects: an emphasis on the real rather than the ideal. This is a time when the new and unexpected may figure in your living situation or surroundings. Good surprises are easy to find.

and the another says...

Take a deep breath. Solve the problem that is causing you to be so anxious. Release this stress so you can move on with your life.

when i doubt i peer at my horoscopes..they're more right than "god"

2011 would be a landmark year, where much of your past aspirations and efforts would be rewarded. You will find the year will become progressively better as the year advances.

Career, finances & status will expand with renewed vigor till the 7^th May 2011. This period will see a lot of hard & efforts from your end. The results would be lower in proportion to the efforts made till the 7^th May 2011. However gains would jump up after the 8^th May 2011. All efforts made in the past would be doubly rewarded now.

Domestic dissatisfaction would prevail during this period. Discomfort will also prevail till the 15th November 2011. It is period when work & domestic matters will remain challenging. You could find improvements after the 15^th November. Health should be monitored & regulated throughout during this period.

The year will start will some amount of higher activity level in love matters & relationships. Mind could be somewhat unsteady & decision making could remain impaired. Improvements overall would start coming in after the 2^nd May 2011. Period beyond this would bring in rapid progress in career, dynamic approach in life and ability to negotiate & find good deals. You could mistakenly commit to higher expenses during this period. Be careful & cautious against wasteful expenses.

Broadly you will find the trends during the year broken up between the following periods:

1^st January to early May 2011

May to 15^th November 2011

15th November to 31^st December 2011

SIN BIG OR GO HOME !

:)

dreams tell life, and present symbolism

just had deja vu or chuck bark just repeated that shit 2wice.

every great team need to have "that dude" and "a crazy guy" !!

how much of it do you buy?

guilt trip, or sense being made? desperation or true want and desire?

i just hope i dont die.cuz then my dreams will be film in a movie im learning to trust and express.

and sometimes i just don't know how to feel.
i want to make the best and right decision, but i also want to acknowledge my instinct and use my smarts too.

the CRUCIALBLE

facing the most CRUCIAL decision in my life yet.

do i stay (here) or finish my EP with the 3rd set of producers (who do seem legit). or do i break what could be another cycle keeping me here for another 3-6 months easily?

In NY I can hit the stand-up scene granted I don't have any new headshots. I have raw vocals for 3 tracks on my project thus far. I can get hitched up with Walter's connect and get acting work once I am there. It will be a new start. I can choose to go to conservatory, university or trade school? All out of my own pocket and with scholarships.

So, im going home today to talk with my people then use my mind after consulting with them and come up with an answer and be able to move on as necessary.

My Music is dynamite, but im walking out on someone who not only believes, but has given what they can and more to get it done... but what if their time table is just off.
They have the belief and small means but can't get it out in the time necessary. Im not doggin your pocketbook but, i just feel the first two attempts down here were a fail, with the factory and the walrus. then knowing the factory could no longer provide, i went back anyway, and sure enough kicked out the factory. Im sure you saw my thoughts then, and perhaps that is why you pressed to move on the new guys. it also could have been because you too wanted to get it done; (whether to start your product or natural excitement).

But more thought needs to go into our actions as a business, we are performers wanting a business, we need to perform then attend to business when we are properly able.

More than an individual I want to do what is right for myself, and show the gratitude to my caretaker of the past 3 1/2 months! aaaggh... * sigh *

The deal is good but i feel i will be trapped and really hate it in 2 months! id love to get my cd done and dip but even that... maybe i just need to visit first see how walt is living then comeback and decide...but i dont have that type of time unless i go along with this recording process. (these are the details of the bigger decision).

either i stay another year almost or take the opening now and go! i will feel trapped everyday, im sure.

being young and flighty ain't easy. am i flighty ?

i think i just need to speak up sooner and more; the lesson of dozens of fortune cookies, horoscopes, motherly lectures, and self talks.. do it already!

TakeTheWorld

i said i wanted nothing but a house phone one day and look what I've got.

I said I wouldn't live long, as i gather change to buy a loosie!

I said I'll be the greatest ever. but look at how much practice i put in.

only lackin because my focus is normal.

its Matt Damon Countless hours time!

keep off my foot, and you wont get stepped over!

baller fishing -looking for change

i think he lied.

maybe she is gone and i won't feel bad, but the facts will be there and i will know.

but i think you lied sir.

i need a quarter. never should i not have at least that.

can't wait to text again.

-man

[found out he was telling the truth...and no, i don't feel like a jerk for questioning death]

swag me the fuck out before you get punched in your fukkin' mouth

HOW GORGEOUS AM I?I GUESS I'LL DETERMINE IT.

No I AM RIGHT THEY JUST DONT KNOW IT! I WANT IT MY STYLE!
THIS IS WHATS HOT ! THIS SHIT RIGHT HERE.

I AM RIGHT, I AM ALWAYS RIGHT! TO ME.

MAAAAAN, IM RIGHT ABOUT ALL THAT SHIT! BECAUSE IM WATCHING HAPPEN. FUCK YOU, FUCK OFF AND KILL THE ENERGY THAT HOLDS YOU BACK.

THE MIND OF LACK , DISCIPLINE AND SENSE OF REALITY ARE OFTEN TORN. GAIN YOUR SELF,AND YOUR SENSE OF BEING.

KNOW WHO YOU ARE: CHOSEN GOLDEN AND SPECIAL BY YOUR OWN BLESSING.
YOU DON'T NEED SOMEONES APPROVAL. YOU ARE YOUR APPROVAL! YOU ARE THE REASON YOU WAKE UP; BECAUSE YOU TOOK THE INITIATIVE, AND GAINED THE HELP OF SOMEONE ELSE OR DID IT YOURSELF, BUT NONETHELESS YOU PROPELLED YOURSELF UP AND TO BE PRODUCTIVE, FOR YOU!

I MAY NOT LIKE THE GUY, BUT M.A.R.S' IS STRONG AND THE TRUTH.

'BE ORIGINAL OR BE DEAD"

Praise Yourself

you gotta have a crazy confidence because otherwise you don't have confidence.

In an age thats pushes out at an extreme rate, you must pull from within and push greatness out from yourself .

and vice-versa.

4-19-11

i know, i know... i look better in real life.

through all the "ohm's" and meditations, the moment that was the most real was to finally be in the moment. i was in the moment and able to operate my life and time accordingly to it. by the hour i was more in touch and able to think.

All throughout life i have been so caught up with the future, what i want for it, and what i want it to be. To the point that i am rarely able to realize that the present makes my future. i have to use the present to have a better future. To dream and fantasize is cool, but you can only achieve your dreams by using the present, and taking full advantage of the time available to you at the present moment.

All throughout school i would forget about each year's lessons, focusing on getting out of school each year, for the entire year and eventually focusing on not having to go school anymore because it wasted my time. Had I understood my present predicts my future, or even that you cannot have a future without first being in the present, or even-even (lol) that the future is not yet here but the present is... i believe much more could have been accomplished.

No reason to blame anyone for not telling me, because you know what, I don't trust people with information so close and personal to me. But things need to change. I need to trust, I want to trust, I want great friends, I need great friends.

I need confidence... i remember hearing ..I have great ideas but i don't let anyone help... Its time to change in realism to what can be done...and work my life to be great.

thank you.

half hourhand and 30 minute hand.

washing your hands is like a mini shower for your hands. It's ok to wash your hands, I know it has to be done a lot throughout the day, but its a simple principle wash (like your ass) your hands. its ok, do it; its apart of your hygiene.

dog have four legs n the ground, we have hands that touch everything, even the dog with four legs on the ground. Be clean.

Lara & Iona

sitting payed for, the worry off our back when we lay in bed, or from last night movies.

The sky is your wrist...bended as your fingers twirl in my curly even more... you the fro.

our backs, cracked as the same drip has become a tiny waterfall you make jokes about being tiny, and having ant size. I laugh, further -throwing mutual friends as we guess their reactions...tell your girlfriends about it.

wish for one mildly warm breeze. on the left Nat Sherman and on the right over the end of 'the groups' cigarello- which contains regular grade weed and Bugler tobacco. the first (made purely of weed) for Iona because they love getting rainy days... see, Iona the second because they know love you get . Lara can't worthy smoking for shit. We pick on her it. Yeah...sometimes we go too far.

This is really much easier than any linear us have had. I a woman and they too as well, but a man; what in this moment doesn't require more bodies, just present to closer touching. Huh!?!...Im unrealistic?No, you are. all people only need a Gemini so i [laugh]

[dot]dot[dot]

soft and brown

i have to meet with the man about my photoshoot at 6:30p.

Its 4p. im going to spend my last dollar today on Ziggy Wraps.

The day will be fine regardless.

...the FUCK%!?

that moment when you look up a word, that leads to another word that is defined by a clusterfuck of words that mean nothing more than the word you already don't know and that Tag Team Merriam-Webster thinks they've defined.

balls growing bigger.

sitting in a home. payed for, that way the worry is off our back when we lay in bed, or the palette we made from last night because we were watching movies.

The sky is cloudy grey with a blue tone. your wrist...bended as your fingers twirl in my wavy, curly massacre even more... but you like the fro.

We lay on our backs, the window cracked as the same drip we watched at 9am, has become a tiny waterfall by 11a. you make "what if" jokes about everyone being tiny, and having to scramble at ant size. I laugh, going further -throwing mutual friends in the mix as we guess their reactions...you'll both tell your girlfriends about it.

We 3,lay...wonder..and wish for one mildly warm breeze. on the left of me Lara smokes a Nat Sherman cigarette, and on the right Rana has just folded over the end of 'the groups' second cigarello- which contains regular grade weed and Bugler tobacco. See, I rolled the first (made purely of weed) for Lara and Rana because they love getting high on rainy days...and see, Rana rolled the second because they know I love the high you get from smoking spliffs. Lara can't roll anything worthy of smoking for shit. We always pick on her about it. Yeah...sometimes we go too far.

This Triangle is really much easier than any linear thing any of us have ever had. I consider adding a woman and they too as well, but a man; but what we have in this moment doesn't require more bodies, just the present ones to be closer and touching.

[dot]dot[dot]

Brown girls and Light-Skinned Cuties

its like:

i want to be productive.

but i also want to nap. i choose to shorten my nap only to be tortured by my work ethic when i awake. -

Work Ethic : i know you shortened your nap to 20 minutes but you still could have gotten so much done in that time.

I wake up get on tumblr...

20 minutes later i say aloud... say that again?

"don't wake me up next time." There is a time to work and to sleep.

Don't talk about work while I'm Sleeping

some people say too much, and drama follows their body

why do you sit sir,

why do you listen?

why do you sit sir,

why do you listen?

when will you move sir,

how will you leave?

who's got your back sir

where is your case?

in between my legs sir

why is your face?

Denying One Over [9-1-0]

dont call me.

i hear someone else already.

not a baby just a child, speak for me for a while. O' months and months have passed and Alas...

BULLSHIT!

your daughter has become a Liar

Funny Days

you dont speak no more

trying to find and channel where that all started. Somewhere between wetting the bed at company's house, and hiding my urine. became a master. hid the smell got caught when i was much older. the high school came, and it was no more.

so now, to be so me, attractive, vibrant, talented, and polite. i fear my voice needs steroids.

i hear shit, now i say shit.

now you fuck me.

now you beef.

well forget it friend, forget it.

its a mess.

wwwhat a week.

i know there's more to it than spending time together and caking. cuddling with each other, and what not.

moreso its when things are heavy in my world, and i just want flesh to talk to that i can touch and be more than friends,but not complicated. if we just stayed up and watch movies,or tv on mute with the music on, while i tell you whats been going on.

two scoops of ice cream, while talking...then the rest while listening to music.

a music buddy, cute-quiet (when the music is on) one. You... her...us 2 women if a genie is involved. 3 if my days are good.

aint been the same since your middle name changed

of all people. and of all things. crab mentality, what the fuck.

you're on some other shit sir, and really pissin' me the fuck off. it won't be easy but that doesn't mean i can't say fuck you and fuck off today.

i'll call and we'll talk that bullshit down

your spirits are high...zip up your got'damn gown!

can't sleep with night sweats and a housecoat on.

If i had it then, we'd have ate it

if it was up to me,we'd be dating

i'm wishing...waiting.

while you're steady chasing

what you're already facing.

thats his "Roger Beans"

‎4th dimension
speaks of a time and a place.
patriotic speaker boxes
make for heavy lift.
we don't get up
and ain't strong enough;
'cuz we ain't been
living long enough.
tough man hatcher
used to say these things
taught me lessons
his wisdom? switch cane...

Note:

*definition* - "word"

*what makes it about him,a certain gusto,a swiftness in the chest - "roger beans"

FOTOULA LAMBROS DESIGN DOT COM: FLD's first press, first glimpse of A.W.11.12, and...

FOTOULA LAMBROS DESIGN DOT COM: FLD's first press, first glimpse of A.W.11.12, and...: "So, with the dust settling on the tarmack at DTW and FLD back at its headquarters in Detroit. The Lovely Ris Tena (@rismoney), aka&nbsp..."

AND EVEN ALL THE NEW ARTSY SHIT SOUNDS THE SAME. CLAVI'S,handclaps,fitting appearance and strangely catching name.

whats gone drive me?

what i dont have.

whats gone keep me?

what i can't have.

whats gone drive me?

what i dont have.

whats gone keep me?

what i can't have.

STEP UP OWN UP TAKE IT ALL AGAIN.

clutterland

do you keep up on your challenges.because you've got a sure shot

do you ready yourself equal,cause you know i've not.

Bill Maher

...i'll show you barack obama's birth certificate.when you show me sarah palin's high school diploma.

run-ons and other things i dont need.

the newer religions for the next amount of time, or for our time, 21st century are Scientology and Mormonism. So the surprise that Christianity has less and less importance with more and more of the population , shows its decline... for now. we don't care so much about the sex[big christian issue] on TV...but we do about the world ending . i.e. An Alien[big scientology ideal] is coming back...to kill us or murder us, and is that why it seems to be the in the back of minds today?

are we witnessing a shift.and not even noticing it?

*&^say*what#$ir%?

aroused by arousal

I DON'T WANT TO PLAY IT SAFE,AND THAT MEANS IM GOING TO FAIL SOMETIMES.

your not always going to hit the bulls eye you will do things that work and things that dont work. if you are taking risks and your pushing yourself and doing things that scare you YOU ARE GOING TO FALL ON YOUR FACE AND ITS NOT ALWAYS GOING TO WORK. IT EITHER REALLY WORKS OR IT REALLY DOESN'T WHEN YOUR TAKING A GREAT RISK !

IM A RISK TAKER SAY IT DO IT IN ALL ASPECTS OR DIE.

its your place- odd face

ever played pause. you watch a dvr show or live tv and try to freeze it when the people or person on screen is talking and pausing when they blink-take a breath...etc and as a result make and odd face.

CARBON COPIES ARE slugs with salt for brains

HOW DARE YOU COMPARE YOURSELF TO ANOTHER. JUST BECAUSE YOU BREATHE AND THEY BREATHE DOES NOT MEAN YOU ARE THE SAME. DOGS BREATHE,ROBOTS BREATHE,AND THE REPTILE BREATHES. FIND YOUR DIFFERENCE AND CELEBRATE IT.
HIDE NOTHING AND SHAME NOTHING.

YOUR MOMENT WILL COME AND WHEN IT DOES DO YOU WANT TO BE CAUGHT AS ANOTHER OR YOURSELF.

my throat hurts-this weather change.

and i must remember to have faith, most of all. at the bottom you remember the floors, because when the ceiling is on your back you will appreciate it more. not that you will hate the floor you left but it will be more beautiful.
i am not broken. i feel beaten. but really I must believe;in myself most of all. Know my role and speak my mind. go in not out. go inward,not outward. sleep

don't allow you to be treated any kind of way.

rihanna

cover

California King Bed

Complicated.

i dont want to be in your mouth,you make me want my voice back

to play a piano and make you cry would do more than tingle my desire to play harder and make more.It would cause a rapture of love to rapture: world,moment,room,studio,"faces -will fall when the answer comes."

he wrote it on the wall like it was grammar school boy stalls. she called and the feeling left.

tv hasn't always been bad

What I've learned most is stick to something and you will progress in it. As seen by performers as made a spectacle by the drug addict.

what is bad?

mutual affection

I've Fallen in Love with James Blake.

ceepak dhopra

AGELESS BODY,TIMELESS MIND

223rd

Tell me the last time anyone has had money for anything, besides bad habits and a fast food sandwich.

ITS UP TO YOU, TO MEND MY HEART PLEASE DON'T LET GO.

Two in the P!nK

listening to the Big pink
and im in love.

always have( long passwords)

never ask the devil about the ones you love.
the honesty will burn
and give clarity
if he ever did exist
must have your last name.
your last name.
THE DEVIL MUST HAVE YOUR LAST NAME.

-|-

yeah well ya mother wasn't talking about me.

there's something about doing grassroots work. Im going to get the dough,the money,the fame. i believe not so much trust.
but independent anything is always a favourite.

you never held me like that.

hello rock, and goodbye MCs.

I will always be me.



Watching :Mo'Betta Blues

thoughts in midst of paradise

cutting the strips of film,listening to ducktails-parasailing on repeat. trust me it'll be a good life in rust-water tint.
we'll all be rich but look average.this is the wave. the more you show your gold we figure you don't know any better.... and that your money has a temperament similar to a two-year old.....fox
ha!

what would it be to kiss to warpaint's billie holiday. something like you'd never know and when the drums come in we'll make it.i dont know you yet but i want to. to have something plush like i do.

you swore to never speak.but looks who's running there mouth.[children]

dynamite money,"i marveled...

"babies full of rabies" he said "yes yes".

"peculiar travels suggestions are dancing lessons from god"

bavid dowie

"--"

the hopes and fears of all the years are here with us tonight.

untitled request

i do believe that one day.
one point in time
the spectacular ennsanjana and I
will write something
to stun masses
by way of film
by way of book
by way of us.

though this has not been asked i do wish and hope ,often and big.

The Moment III

waiting on my television debut. i know somber moments will come but I am going to bask in this moment. Im gonna light up i know...inside.

I love you Marcus Glenn.
I am soo happy so, so happy. like a beam out my chest,blooming out my mouth.

I'm dreaming my ass off but producing more.
watch me world watch me.

There is so much more to do.
Let's conquer the world and love our mates.

And I was never satisfied with nothing.just planning.

love.
life
live
love.
be
you

tv set

2 poor people sat
watching prosperity teachers.

could you match this house anymore

details

in case im predicting the future or something.[its dated]

thats like a president answering questions of hardship before starting their term.
and answering questions of luck once amidst tragedy in their term.

what are you, trying to ruin the woman...man!

chill

1-4-2011

mouthpiece for a nation who could give two shits,as long as they get their way.
-Phaugn Clavichord [+] [pronounced fun, with an "a"]

a heart like static in this carpeted tavern

i saw sophia's friend today and man is she cute, hello emilia ! ! !

the more i think about being with someone the more i want to but,

"Don't you know with no money that girl is not gon give you none"

dont be sad, its humour...come on[dry chuckle]... laugh (people)!
looks around the room,sees the bourgeoisie of the elephant gala.
"there's no hope for the rich, only greed for the poor" he yelled.
and in a fit of unbelief he sunk into his seat.
now,he knew, "this-was-go-ing to-be a long night"

scene 1,

spirit,chew all. boy didnt you know -_-

ghettoTEETH
favelaTOOTH
hoodMouth
cadillacspirit
oldsmoGRILLE

a righteous stampede,atop a mountainside could read what you mean.but instead you choose to talk..
why?

this house will never disappear, but it will be vacant at times and switch streets.
-Mama Squire

The BE,AR

The
BEST
EVER,
AL-
READY





-i'm going to do something with the antithesis of magic

music i feel like hearing right now/great for winter too

poni hoax
twin sister
bear in heaven
feist
puro instinct
the hundred in hands
companions of the porch
thug magick

shannyn sossamon
rosario dawson
...
most are real life friends or acquaintances though.

i saw my dream house the one filled with tea and greenery.like madlibs

DWYLFTR

2iw
1bg

twig
big
.

currently reading

why dont more artist who create book covers ,create album covers. i will.
they are as memorable as music is.
why dont more album artist do my books.
and literary artists do my cds

i'll go to your room but you'll have to seduce me.[follow the bold]

each of us fulfilling each other in different ways our personalities different but our love the same.
would we all have to meet at the same time for it to be equal. you can be a bone head but open to those things which seem to bend the norm.of course not,it develops as it does. and let it do so. may you know and may all know what it is to embrace what is different and unusual to you.so that you can know what you like and don't and because you don't doesn't mean you unlike it for anyone else.
be what you need and embrace what you see[everyday].

does anyone remember my post on polygamy...

well served black man

well served green man

well served green man

well served.

i've been forgetting to take it one day at a time. no longer

never say i love you back if you dont mean it.

i've liked being up this late since my first real relationship. you know its like before i knew how to do it on purpose. i would do it and wish i could live like that now. i do and i need to break the cycle.

sex in the grass.summer air is thick. elena could be of love interest if i knew one.
the internet fails at the most unsuspecting adn crucial moments. through it all we still call a fall failure and liken rising to success. which one can only hope for. how many memoirs can you fit in a notebook. i guess it would depend on how big you write. how small you think.how much meaning behind them. each of them.

why die with the most when you live with the least. searching for me
im found home,i make each place that give me 10 minutes?...please

do you dream about me
at night?
any
at all ?

at all,like ever... like,every night

i've liked being up this late since my first real relationship. you know its like before i knew how to do it on purpose. i would do it and wish i could live like that now. i do and i need to break the

the most beautiful sentences in the most hateful heart

that must be the nature of movies to make you dream.

the reel yells love. i mean the actual reel. developing film seems a great way to spend my time when im off. but i dont take pictures. but i want an old camera and a new one too. my pictures unlike yours.
i once began developing phone photography maybe 2.1 megapixels...i miss that phone;damn kids stole it at "The Point". my next was so clear my favourite phone...got drunk then it got snatched. to the day i want to go and ask about it at luckys its been a year and 2 months.
is this what love feels like.

don't badger an emotion repeating the question you were asked.

I'll go to your room but you'll have to seduce me.

i dont know where i remember you from but i swear i know you.

where is my vicky ---nah
where is my maria elena.

i feel like cristina before she was in a relationship,and after she left- all the time.

just received an assload of woody allen movies...well not that much more like 5 but combine the time and that about 1/2 your day why does 10 hours seem to be so overbearing but 5hrs here and there is a bearable. where is the bear.

where is she,them.
i wouldn't mind a 3 way relationship by the way. lets be a community perhaps raise a family like that one day| the idea of just one person for soo long is eh, i mean unless that one person ideal is meant for me. but two people, could be for me...my ideal the same way people feel one person can fulfill them..shit maybe 3-4.

something i will see
in this life i will learn.

I find the idea of 2 lovers exciting. 2 people who i am in love with W-O-W! would i not be set?

and on the subject of love. why would i hold back.Embrace the experience for what it is never knowing how long it will last. lest you miss out on it all. I am not perfect and I have not been the best in the past with communicating but I can and will own up to that. I will improve,not that im bad now.

i've had dreams of having sex with at least 3 people 2 of them i know 1 of them felt like "in love was setting in or lust was succumbed in a wonderful sexual relationship.

why do you read this.
why do you write it...

sHE completely abandons all responsibility.

Watching the other man,lets hope its good.

any movie which starts off with a fashion show must be good.
right?
well lets hope.



thinking of you,whoever you are.

=-=-=-=-=-
and tomorrow I am going to get a new e-reader the screen on this one is fucked.

• need to clear my hardrive[both]
• need to make calls
• need to exercise

and today i sent my application to Ford Models. I feel very good and I am looking forward to their response-if they so choose to[gotta read the Ford Models submission guidelines-lol]

• let us wake up tomorrow and
• accomplish what is next
• read tonight,exercise,porn
• :)
• i realize that M.A.R.S. will be real quite real
• this place is gonna disappear into a new atmosphere.

stay abreast the clues are there. right?

you would be surprised that all i want to do is wake-up next to you.
and kiss you throughout the day when we are home.
but im a working man, and couple time would slow me down.
o, im driven but in a selfish way.