Showing posts with label 2010. Show all posts
Showing posts with label 2010. Show all posts

Saturday, April 3, 2010

APRIL*3* 2010

ISN'T THERE MORE TO LIFE THAN FAME.
BEING FAMOUS, BEING COOL. WE HAVE BECOME VERY CAUGHT UP WITH THAT, TO THE POINT THAT WE HAVE FORGOTTEN TO MAKE SENSE, AND ACQUIRE KNOWLEDGE. WHY CAN A REVOLUTIONARY NO LONGER EXIST...BECAUSE THE POWERS THAT BE ARE TOO BOG. DON'T YOU REALIZE THAT IF 3 APPLES IN A BARREL OF 10 ARE ROTTEN THE REST WILL BE TOO!

DECAYED OF WHAT WE HAVE BEEN SHOWN SO PAST THAT, DYING TO THE FOOLISHNESS,AND BULLSHIT OF WHAT WE HAVE BEEN TAUGHT. STEPPED ON SO MUCH SO THAT YOU HAVE TO FLIP THE MOTHERFUCKER WITH HIS UGLY FOOT ON YOUR NECK, ON MY NECK!

GET THE FUCK OFF!

SITTING HERE, IT COULD BE THIS MOVIE. BUT NONE OF THIS SHIT MOTIVATES ME. I MAKE SHIT WHILE NOT LOOKING TOO(ARTISTICALLY SPEAKING) BUT REVOLUTION, CHANGE, IS NOT BY ONE MAN. IT IS BY US...WHICH HE TOLD US. HOWEVER HE MAKES THE FINAL SAY. WHY HAVE WE ALLOWED A SIGNATURE TO CONTROL US. WHY DO WE FEEL WE CANNOT CHANGE OUR MINDS. WHY CAN'T WE RUSH THE WHITE HOUSE. DON'T YOU SEE THEY DO JUST E-fuckin-NOUGH TO KEEP US AT BAY, WHILE STILL DOING DUMB SHIT TO RILE US UP AND PISS US OFF. DESENSITIZING, MAKING IT MORE IMPORTANT TO BE POPULAR AND FOLLOW THAN IT IS TO: BE YOURSELF, ASK QUESTIONS, REBEL WHEN NOTHING MAKES SENSE AND HAS CAUSED SO MUCH DEVASTATION.

DON'T WE DESERVE MORE ANSWERS THAN THE RUN-AROUND WE'RE GIVEN. I HATE WHEN MY FIRE IS PUT OUT BY MY ATTITUDE SO QUICK BECAUSE I CAN'T KEEP MOTIVATED. WELL MAYBE BECAUSE I DON'T LIKE SHIT THAT I DO NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU SAY I NEED IT, OR NEED TO! THE SHIT AIN'T ME MOTHAFUCKER!

WORK TO RETIRE...FOR WHAT? TO SIT EVEN MORE ON MY ASS! TO BE COMPLACENT UNTIL DEATH. WHY? WHAT DOES THAT BRING, WHAT DOES THAT HELP ANY! WHY DO I HAVE TO WAIT FOR BULLSHIT MACHINES, WHY DO BANKS SEEK TO MAKE MONEY OFF OF ME EVEN THOUGH THEY HAVE MY FUCKING MONEY, WHY AM I CHARGED FOR NOT HAVING MONEY INSTEAD OF CONSULTED AND GIVEN A BREAK....FUCK A BREAK DONT CHARGE ME. THIS IS BIGGER THAN BANKS. THE NEED TO FIGHT IS MERELY A FART. IT PASSES...LINGERS...THEN LEAVES!

THIS IS BULLSHIT

BYE
STUPID MOTHERFUCKERS...YOU AIN'T FAIR. YOU AIN'T RIGHT... YOU JUST GOT POWER!

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Well i been sitting waitin; wishin you believed in superstition then maybe..

Congrats on making it to 2010 now make it better!

Been movie watching the past few days and It would be best for me to watch movies everyday.(at least one per day),period. (I just need to know the craft.)
iTs best especially when you watch freaking Raging Bull for the first time!

DeNiro's performance made me want to act even more;though honestly at first I wanted to change fields because Robert De Niro put together such a beautiful person, portraying Jake LaMotta! The way he initially approached Vickie, is the image and attitude I will have now every time I approach a lady of interest,lol. As you watch the movie pay attention to the performance of Joe Pesci (GREAT SUPPORTING ROLE) who I never knew could act because the first movie I ever saw him in was Home Alone; Pesci is great! Scorsese,Schrader ...bea-utiful! The fact that the movie was in black and white only intensified the performances and cinematography. ALL AROUND GREAT MOVIE,GREAT TEAM...what a dream.



Then, this morning I watched Leaving Las Vegas ; different to say the least, I like the view it portrayed.I saw it as telling the story of actual dirt going on in Vegas with regular people (a drunk and a "trick") she needs his company(comfort) and consistency, he needs a place to stay(comfort and stability). Good movie I'd watch it again.

Listening to : Sardonic Smirk Mixtape(yesterday); and James Brown"In The Jungle Groove"(Monday) over the weekend(he really says random things in his music and its funny to me; and this particular album has Bootsy as well as Sweet Charles,Fred Thomas on bass and Clyde Stubblefield as well as Jabo, and Melvin Parker on drums)Its Beastly!


Reading : Education and the Significance of Life by Jiddu Krishnamurti
This book fills in the circle of Jiddu for me. I first heard one of his dialogues(october/november 09) and last weekend I saw Farmington Library had this book(very surprised). I picked it for numerous reasons mainly to expand my thinking more and consider my education enrolling in school next year.