today.tomorrow.today

so the weather in southeast Michigan, specifically the metro Detroit weather. has been straight up emotional. lol. literally raining,windy,and cloudy one minute and sunshine,birds chirping like a spring morning the next! all day the longest span between the two differences had to be about 20 minutes. maybe. i don't really depend on time,but that's another topic though.

So. I was at home after getting off work, and this bullshit schedule I had, have. expecting to go to my friends grad party, because there is this chick im digging. and as occurs often I did not get what I wanted. It has a way of wearing on you at times. But I got over it. I figure the people that really know me, know that if i could I would be at many friends events. But I am without a car. I am not one to pester people for rides either, I understand you have your agenda, and I, mine.

Anywho, I did compose a few more entries into my book. "Twenty-22-Two". my memoir in poetic...journal entry form. been chatting with ennsanjana . thats been helping me a lot with the development of my writings. btw check out her work. Some of the most honest,real, work you will read/indulge in.

I've got studio time with the Group Paris Brown this week as we prepare for upcoming summer performances. The only thing that worries me is not being entertaining enough, me forgetting lines to my verses, not being able to recover from mistakes, and if we will need a dj. I'll be the DJ but I've no turntables.

I wore glasses for the past hours. Why do people stare, outside and in.

mind your business.

and while at home bummed. I listened to LUSH!

thank you pearl harbor for that! check those ladies out. as well as the dum dum girls to female groups I like.

Might go to this Bush Walker ? concert at the Magic Bag...might not.
once again, I'll need a ride.

.peace

APRIL*3* 2010

ISN'T THERE MORE TO LIFE THAN FAME.
BEING FAMOUS, BEING COOL. WE HAVE BECOME VERY CAUGHT UP WITH THAT, TO THE POINT THAT WE HAVE FORGOTTEN TO MAKE SENSE, AND ACQUIRE KNOWLEDGE. WHY CAN A REVOLUTIONARY NO LONGER EXIST...BECAUSE THE POWERS THAT BE ARE TOO BOG. DON'T YOU REALIZE THAT IF 3 APPLES IN A BARREL OF 10 ARE ROTTEN THE REST WILL BE TOO!

DECAYED OF WHAT WE HAVE BEEN SHOWN SO PAST THAT, DYING TO THE FOOLISHNESS,AND BULLSHIT OF WHAT WE HAVE BEEN TAUGHT. STEPPED ON SO MUCH SO THAT YOU HAVE TO FLIP THE MOTHERFUCKER WITH HIS UGLY FOOT ON YOUR NECK, ON MY NECK!

GET THE FUCK OFF!

SITTING HERE, IT COULD BE THIS MOVIE. BUT NONE OF THIS SHIT MOTIVATES ME. I MAKE SHIT WHILE NOT LOOKING TOO(ARTISTICALLY SPEAKING) BUT REVOLUTION, CHANGE, IS NOT BY ONE MAN. IT IS BY US...WHICH HE TOLD US. HOWEVER HE MAKES THE FINAL SAY. WHY HAVE WE ALLOWED A SIGNATURE TO CONTROL US. WHY DO WE FEEL WE CANNOT CHANGE OUR MINDS. WHY CAN'T WE RUSH THE WHITE HOUSE. DON'T YOU SEE THEY DO JUST E-fuckin-NOUGH TO KEEP US AT BAY, WHILE STILL DOING DUMB SHIT TO RILE US UP AND PISS US OFF. DESENSITIZING, MAKING IT MORE IMPORTANT TO BE POPULAR AND FOLLOW THAN IT IS TO: BE YOURSELF, ASK QUESTIONS, REBEL WHEN NOTHING MAKES SENSE AND HAS CAUSED SO MUCH DEVASTATION.

DON'T WE DESERVE MORE ANSWERS THAN THE RUN-AROUND WE'RE GIVEN. I HATE WHEN MY FIRE IS PUT OUT BY MY ATTITUDE SO QUICK BECAUSE I CAN'T KEEP MOTIVATED. WELL MAYBE BECAUSE I DON'T LIKE SHIT THAT I DO NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU SAY I NEED IT, OR NEED TO! THE SHIT AIN'T ME MOTHAFUCKER!

WORK TO RETIRE...FOR WHAT? TO SIT EVEN MORE ON MY ASS! TO BE COMPLACENT UNTIL DEATH. WHY? WHAT DOES THAT BRING, WHAT DOES THAT HELP ANY! WHY DO I HAVE TO WAIT FOR BULLSHIT MACHINES, WHY DO BANKS SEEK TO MAKE MONEY OFF OF ME EVEN THOUGH THEY HAVE MY FUCKING MONEY, WHY AM I CHARGED FOR NOT HAVING MONEY INSTEAD OF CONSULTED AND GIVEN A BREAK....FUCK A BREAK DONT CHARGE ME. THIS IS BIGGER THAN BANKS. THE NEED TO FIGHT IS MERELY A FART. IT PASSES...LINGERS...THEN LEAVES!

THIS IS BULLSHIT

BYE
STUPID MOTHERFUCKERS...YOU AIN'T FAIR. YOU AIN'T RIGHT... YOU JUST GOT POWER!