APRIL*3* 2010

ISN'T THERE MORE TO LIFE THAN FAME.
BEING FAMOUS, BEING COOL. WE HAVE BECOME VERY CAUGHT UP WITH THAT, TO THE POINT THAT WE HAVE FORGOTTEN TO MAKE SENSE, AND ACQUIRE KNOWLEDGE. WHY CAN A REVOLUTIONARY NO LONGER EXIST...BECAUSE THE POWERS THAT BE ARE TOO BOG. DON'T YOU REALIZE THAT IF 3 APPLES IN A BARREL OF 10 ARE ROTTEN THE REST WILL BE TOO!

DECAYED OF WHAT WE HAVE BEEN SHOWN SO PAST THAT, DYING TO THE FOOLISHNESS,AND BULLSHIT OF WHAT WE HAVE BEEN TAUGHT. STEPPED ON SO MUCH SO THAT YOU HAVE TO FLIP THE MOTHERFUCKER WITH HIS UGLY FOOT ON YOUR NECK, ON MY NECK!

GET THE FUCK OFF!

SITTING HERE, IT COULD BE THIS MOVIE. BUT NONE OF THIS SHIT MOTIVATES ME. I MAKE SHIT WHILE NOT LOOKING TOO(ARTISTICALLY SPEAKING) BUT REVOLUTION, CHANGE, IS NOT BY ONE MAN. IT IS BY US...WHICH HE TOLD US. HOWEVER HE MAKES THE FINAL SAY. WHY HAVE WE ALLOWED A SIGNATURE TO CONTROL US. WHY DO WE FEEL WE CANNOT CHANGE OUR MINDS. WHY CAN'T WE RUSH THE WHITE HOUSE. DON'T YOU SEE THEY DO JUST E-fuckin-NOUGH TO KEEP US AT BAY, WHILE STILL DOING DUMB SHIT TO RILE US UP AND PISS US OFF. DESENSITIZING, MAKING IT MORE IMPORTANT TO BE POPULAR AND FOLLOW THAN IT IS TO: BE YOURSELF, ASK QUESTIONS, REBEL WHEN NOTHING MAKES SENSE AND HAS CAUSED SO MUCH DEVASTATION.

DON'T WE DESERVE MORE ANSWERS THAN THE RUN-AROUND WE'RE GIVEN. I HATE WHEN MY FIRE IS PUT OUT BY MY ATTITUDE SO QUICK BECAUSE I CAN'T KEEP MOTIVATED. WELL MAYBE BECAUSE I DON'T LIKE SHIT THAT I DO NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU SAY I NEED IT, OR NEED TO! THE SHIT AIN'T ME MOTHAFUCKER!

WORK TO RETIRE...FOR WHAT? TO SIT EVEN MORE ON MY ASS! TO BE COMPLACENT UNTIL DEATH. WHY? WHAT DOES THAT BRING, WHAT DOES THAT HELP ANY! WHY DO I HAVE TO WAIT FOR BULLSHIT MACHINES, WHY DO BANKS SEEK TO MAKE MONEY OFF OF ME EVEN THOUGH THEY HAVE MY FUCKING MONEY, WHY AM I CHARGED FOR NOT HAVING MONEY INSTEAD OF CONSULTED AND GIVEN A BREAK....FUCK A BREAK DONT CHARGE ME. THIS IS BIGGER THAN BANKS. THE NEED TO FIGHT IS MERELY A FART. IT PASSES...LINGERS...THEN LEAVES!

THIS IS BULLSHIT

BYE
STUPID MOTHERFUCKERS...YOU AIN'T FAIR. YOU AIN'T RIGHT... YOU JUST GOT POWER!

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The reason I don't see the purpose of religion, is because we are given this life, we are here to live. We have to learn the rules of this life and how to best operate in this life, being our honest selves is the best way to do that. Whatever the feeling is, the emotion, the mood, and be honest with ourselves without living up to any standard, or the role society says we should play according to our sex,age,economic background, career, etc.

Religion adds rules and these rules can cause you not to express your true self when your emotions are the opposite of these rules. These rules cause you to conform to be the best Christian,Muslim,Jew,etc. swaying you away from being the best you. Your focus then changes to the religion, sometimes resulting in losing yourself in a particular religion.

If you have an emotion, or if you have a feeling express it. I personally will not allow a belief system to control my emotions, it happened once and the result, I regret to this day. But I don't live in that regret I have learned from it and am understand what I did wrong on my part. May you find what works for you. It may be many things, it may be few... no matter what works HONESTY had better be apart of that.

.onelove

the fuck am * doing ? pick up the guitar already

SO IM READING ABOUT ZOLA JESUS, PEARL HARBOR, THINKING ABOUT THOSE DANCING DAYS, LOOKING UP DJ SHIT ROBOT, PRIMARY 1....ALL THESE INDIE ARTISTS AND I REALIZE I CAN DO THIS! THE SAME WAY I AM ACTING. IT TAKES DETERMINATION. I GOT MUSIC,YET NONE OF IT IS COMPOSED. SINCE I WANT TO DO LIVE SHIT. I WILL PRACTICE, WRITE, AND SOAK IN. PERFORM WHAT I WANT TO PUT OUT, BE THAT ARTIST I WANT TO BE.

M.A.R.S.

SO IN ALL MY WRITING, ILL PLAY. I SAW FLYING LOTUS LAST WEEKEND AND THAT JUST ABOUT DID IT FOR ME. TIME TO ROCK STAGES BABIES! PARIS BROWN- M.A.R.S.- THE WONDERTWINS(IF THEY EVER GET BACK TOGETHER), RAJ BROWN & SG MARS


listening to dum dum girls- i will be



(really like/lust the cover by the way)


AAND VERY INTERESTED TO FIND ABOOT BOW WOW WOW !

SUPPOSED TO BE SLEEP CAIN'T EVEN DO THAT ISH!

HOW BOUT A BAND WITH SURABHI,RAJ B.,BRIAN,SUNNIE,DRE,DOO-WOP,SKIZZ... IT'D BE THAT ILL ISH! JUST A THOUGHT...

ANYWHO BE ON THE LOOK OUT FOR : Aṣhab aṣ-ṣuffa

.PEACE

LOOKBOOK.nu: "NUDE #2" by Jim Dumont

LOOKBOOK.nu: "NUDE #2" by Jim Dumont: "Tee from Second Hand, Pants from Vintage, Shoes from Victoria, Glasses from Ray Ban"

ME LIKEY!

wanna kno what i did last night

FUCK M*

MAN I SHOULDA NEVER SWITCHED MY SHIT UP... WAY AHEAD OF YOU FUCKS! AND PEOPLE. JUST SIT,WATCH,OR FOLLOW

.LOVE

GRowing ^P

I AM LEARNING JUST BECAUSE YOU DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO, DOESN'T MEAN YOU SHOULDN'T DO ANYTHING!