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Been acting strange lately. Thinking too much, or changing. Not doing what I feel to do socially, letting myself get in the way.







Im wavy, WTF!

ITS GONNA BE A TURN-ON

ITS MORE PEACH, AND APPEALING TO APPEASE PEOPLE, BUT IN THE END I END UP WITH NO FACE AND VOICE. IN A WORLD SO LOUD YOU HAVE TO KNOW WHEN TO SPEAK AND WHEN TO LISTEN. BUT YOU CANNOT LEARN EITHER IF YOU DO NEITHER.

MAKE MISTAKES, LEARN BY DOING. FOLLOW YOUR CURIOSITY AND INSTINCTS. 

FOLLOW SELF AT ALL COSTS. 

EASIER TYPED THAN SAID, AND EASIER SAID THAN DONE.

honesty

|M|

Now, Im modeling because I see what I can do in it, and it interests me, and getting into fashion world is a great thing that can be done, through it. Im just following the wave of life and its pacing. im letting it take me.

Also things are lining up and working out by the people I have met, and the energy and words I have and am putting out.

I know I can make it, but make what ... first?
Everything- Do everything.



But most of all be still ,listen and do you.


BE STILL

AND LISTEN.

YOU.


|M|

NOW,

ITS NOT THAT I DO NOT WANT to act, but it is something I do on and off, it always has been that way since I first rode it to the top,personally.

I realized that after talking to some elders (50-60+)...[unfinished thought]


Look, I want what I want, does every decision have to be related to my career. If my career is  my life shouldn't it be treated s such, knowing that It develops naturally with what you put in. And until you are willing to put in more it will go like this.

I think this is frustrating because I want recognition and Im good, easily great and beyond once I commit. But I will not commit, for it "not being what I want" at that moment in life.
will i pay?am i stubborn? will this bite me in the ass? ..will it hurt?

Also If you don't love it always, is that your passion?




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