Wednesday, February 24, 2010

NEWWWWWWWWW music

Yo whats up reader(s). Glad to know you're well, because if you are reading this you must be well enough to read....o_O what???? anyway

I come bringing new music from a producing duo formerly and separately known as Sew Bored & Chuck Rubbish.. and now known as Brown Hash. They've been delaying work for a while but this is the first song off there upcoming project "Re:Dilla" I think! I hope so at least anywho enjoy, live well and above downers today,

.peace

Song - The Win
Album/mixtape: Re:Dlla ?
year: between 2008-2010?

Sunday, February 14, 2010

Been Listening to...

Mobb Deep: The Infamous



Michita
: One




purchased
Sade: Soldier of Love



R.I.P.: Alexander McQueen




Studying: Dilla(Donuts,Welcome2Detroit,Pay Jay)


+ Flying Lotus(1983)


Next to listen: AZ (Do or Die)


READING: Jiddu Krishnamurti - Inward Flowering... and i need to return Education and The Significance of Life as well as load his audio on my ipod... damn ipod i either have to transfer and lose a lot, or wipe everything... APPLE you suck

Romeo +Juliet,Julius Caesar, Jude The Obscure

I would put up pictures but it took soo much to do the ones above.... eh

Consider it MONDAY!

and yes Lately my library has been so RAP heavy... but i like it. Its like im doing a history report but with music...THERE is so much new and old!


and per recommendation of my NOOOOOOORoni I will read "Men Who Stare At Goats" !!

Friday, February 12, 2010

Trees,mmm

"Trees are poems the earth writes upon the sky, We fell them down and turn them into paper,That we may record our emptiness."-khalil gibran

RE:ligious DISScussSHUN(Z)

Man, i knew there was a reason i stayed away from these once leaving an environment heavily filled with religion. These are tiring. They are useless, and a waste of time when at the end of it no progression has occurred, and both sides are only saying what they believe in 19 different ways.

The problem i see is when someone is talking to you about what they believe and go from informing to convincing(or trying to convince) you to do as they do. whether they stand on the religious side or not! Its annoying to watch, and boring to hear after 15minutes.

I stand where I stand and you stand where you stand. If you want to talk about anything;lets discuss how our views are impacting the world; how are they benefiting our personal world. How are they helping and how are they hurting. How we have doubts about the same/different things!
Not sitting,standing,yelling,straining to get each other to see our views as right and wrong.
Personally;as far as beliefs...to each his own. If you want to try something new to improve your life do it, if it works stick with it if not go on. But personal life experiences, and the principals you come up with based on those experiences are what will determine what you believe in flat out!

Expand the mind. take down the walls of comfort and convention, what you've always been told vs.what you actually believe. what makes sense and what does not. and see that nude individual and work on them! Work on that person, because that person is you What do you really believe;and why?

if you want to know what i believe;talk with me, lets dialogue. but not just about religion and beliefs,but about ways to improve your life and mine because that is what we live,what we have,what we each know,and what we should learn about. To improve ourselves.

Thoughts on Marriage

Perhaps its just me,(seeing as thats where I am always speaking from...self) but marriage seems flawed.

It could be the media, and their subliminal messages they put in movies and have been putting in movies of men and women being so platonic, or being with someone and when you are not feeling it anymore or because of your own reasons dating someone else. But the picture of marriage seems flawed.

I have friends married, and i feel when its right many people know its right no matter what age. Few marriages are meant to be, but a lot of the times feelings overshadow the truth of another person. From what i've seen/know personally more feeling than thought goes into marriage, people date for a few months(while the butterflies are still fresh) and next thing you know they schedule a marriage. Later on when reality sets in the people find themselves no longer feeling the same way about each other and they then divorce.

Who's to say that we all have one person with whom we need,or want to be with for the rest of our lives. From what i've heard and seen many marriages are merely an image, the couple (no matter the sex) puts the image up that they love each other for the benefit of the children, or because of their parents, or because of what they were formally known as to peers. If its not working move on.

I feel in the future there will be more Fathers who are not with the woman they made the child with;and vice versa; and same with the same sex. If you do a little looking/research you will see that open relationships are on the rise(or at least more public);more specifically polyamory(having more than one intimate partner at a time). I think it makes sense;since for so long the message of marriage has been pushed, and pushed, and pushed at people.Past generations are breaking out the norm as well as this upcoming generation,my generation. WE are learning from mistakes so whether its an open marriage, or choosing to be wiser about who we marry, the norm is changing from exclusive to open.

And with sex being held as such a holy sacrament to the religious it only clouds marriage more at times. many want sex moreso than marriage but will put up with the process for the sex, and a year or two down the road;they seperate because they had what they wanted. Another scenario could be they begin cheating. they experience sex for the first time and then their minds open about all the people they could have had sex with,or possibly still can have sex with(co-workers,ex's,men,women,friends,etc) and they explore that while being in marriage.

If you know its not for you don't do it at the expense of others, or society's view on it! Thats society and you are you! BE honest in relationships no matter how hard it is, if you can't do that don't hurt the other person by saying left while you've been leading them on tot eh right.

Polyamoral will also run its course and marriage as it was known in the 20s,30s,50,60s will return but at least for the next few decades don't be surprised at open marriages being more public, or polyamoral relationships/marriages.

If you don't know much about Polyamory check out this video and



this article

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Whut the fuuuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhquitting the J.O.


aint it crazy how ....

man i want to quit my job i work for money.not the job! all i need is to get my car; and i'll figure the rest of this shit out.once i can get out, all else will fall into place(I HAVE A PLAN). this job shit and balancing what i love; is some bullshit!

ALL i want to do is ACT,Make music, and entertain! no filler hours inside four big ass walls!

The question is why not , why allow myself to be beat by the social norm; i'll die before i get caught up in the 9-5 as a necessity, and im dying now. You gotta do whats best for you;flat out. You got one life you either live it 100% till the end, or die under the shadow of another image.

I got some things i do need to clear up before i leave but, once im gone; i am gone. My spirit is there-but my body and mind are chasing after spirit! Spirit lead; but body and mind be next to spirit!

The easy seems so sleazy and the truth so rough! nothing matters till im set; and set i am not! therefore all this other nonsense matters to me. i don't mind starving for my dreams;and they are only called that because many see and never attack! dream should be life and life: the living out of your innermost heartfelt desires.

Its in my sleep or for a cause.-my death

I choose the cause! FREEDOM,LOVE,DREAM,GOAL!

NO ONE KNOWS THE HEART LIKE THE SOUL IT RESIDES IN.

Monday, February 8, 2010

and when its days like this..

you know im feelin good
feet layed up
like im on hardwood
life is done right
though it feels no good
that is alright
i just put up my hood
they say that i can't
I know that i could
its a matter of self
and if i allow motivation too-uh
feelin shallow mallow marshmallow swallow
in the throat wash it down
with two gall-ons a barrel
top with some strawberries...Darryl
at the mall shopping must be new apparel
take a look deeper clothes nice but my Hair old
their vision too narrow
i been broad so come over and share though
talkin bout my pics
but why do you stare yo!
one hand is busy
pickin hair and nose... hahaha

lolol

.peace and love live forever::..

Sunday, February 7, 2010

The Underdog

Today is February 7,2010
-I am ROOTING FOR DE SAINTS!!!!


For the past few days I have been sleeping abnormally.

I had a great thursday night...but basically friday morning
American Spirits are only good in Mild.
J.Dilla does not own enough of my library
Bob Marley either...
Women are beautiful
You get what you grab!
24/7 cafe's have fine females
I like downtown R.O.;B-ham;Ann Arbor because they are low-key but rich in flavor
?uestLove's Dilla Mix




My mom actually does rock.... get that Doctorate!

Time is running now that February is here and before i know it, it will be my birthday!
I just realized this will be a busy summer/spring until my schooling is set!
I need fingernail clippers BAD!
I need to deposit my check...BAD!

El Cartel is the Sheet!

East of Havana is the sheeeeet! and makes me wanna live in Cuba!
some cubans consider themselves black(thats wassup!) which makes sense historically but not from what the media portrays!
Mikki Flow is hilarious
Soandry is dope
Supreme Explosion ... i want their cd's
Magyorie- is beautiful because of her spirit in addition to her outward beauty!
I want to know: Spanish, Portuguese,& Arabic!


I sure do love my smut blogs

J.Will-white chocolate has still got it
Tattoos are dope...Marc Jacobs has a Spongebob tattoo!


I need to quit f'n around and master my guitar!

Every time i find an album I want but don't have the money or ability to get, the download shuts down half or a quarter of the way through

BIRTHDAY FOREVER



HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEEKEND FELLAS!!!!

YOUR SPIRIT LIVES STILL!

Move Eternally BobMarley and JDilla

Friday, February 5, 2010

IN-too-ishion and ish

Been peeping out =Amateur View= looking goood! lol

life has always been good its a matter of how you think and react to negative circumstances. You grow, you learn and you move on. Reacting slower helps to not repeat mistakes, thinking does wonder in fact. Its something else when "self" says no its such a glimpse some call it the holy spirit i think its just intuition and self. Getting in tune and listening as well as hearing but its usually a total body experience.

Listening to Kid Cudi- Man on The Moon. Sleeping in today and making music, as well as brainstorming;sketching and monologue work!

We'll see when I wake up yo !