game ¢0ins

i just did something in return for love
i just need something for returning love.
will i win hearts for rearning shrugs
never mind my displace
we find in pubs
that not all woman are solely that
refer to man as kind
and woman as fat.
o we must need nothing
o we must see something
that the growing population
doesn't feed hussy.

she move fast
he move slow
"the girls" move great
gay move pro.
categories
scattered brains
wake up tomorrow
play a gain.

what runs deepest is
what sounds harshest is
what sounds deepest is
what runs hardest is
whatshounds deepest is
whathoundsdarket kids
whatpounds deeper kills
we sounddeeper still.

remember 26

i know you won't belive it but
i took a two year break inside a car
and just stepped out.

i aint gone be the one i was
when i stepped in
after my first night

this something different
not made to scare
sittin on 75
the reason they stare

say is that abandoned
or rag on cops
police got nothin to do
with me resting my chops.
sound good about now
away and hibernate
cell phone disconnected
dog,let free

,yeah even him
my freedom dont discriminate
when i need to go i do

time to get my new license plate.

hey dear
how bout i
take you out
its my first time
in a long time
but i aint no virgin
sex would be great
but i dont eat off plates
lets use silverware
to bless this date

december 26

P.P., Ann is virtually

what im not understanding is couldnt you find a new way to flex.
or find your love.
your passion isnt..
your passion isn't
all that time consuming
[infuriated now]

just watch the movie,,
but theres porn in it.

porn is of the flesh
nudity ? on the other hand?
go take a shower!
[smartass]

the screen laughed.
and i missed my favourite part
she winced.winked.kissed and farted.
happy anniversary baby.

its sexy time

at 8:45
you sent the permalink.
it lead to a 404
you're such a bitch.

i dont think you would be the same if we didnt dance.
i think its unfair you had your bottom at your craxck.
[but damn its sexy]
gotta have at least one thing to myself.

come on baby, just make up your mind
before i make one up for you.

im strong i can do that.

Thaow's Hands

i drew your invention should i get paid..wondered aboiut that today.. yes it was your idea, but who would have drawn this otherwise. she had the look in her eyes.

i was being used. she-they all want to make money that last forever.
truly this is one in thouzhands.
look at those hands

you're a fucking tree

coded copies:head.

let me spy on you
get someone to pick you up from your job.
jpin me at dinner.
talk to me like you want to know me.

the hting i realize now most about my interaction with women is
i must approach them, what do i say fuck if i know.be myself
works for the normal.
besides my friends now don't dig me like that,so i have to expand.
i dont have a car how will i see my love.
you know that one day over the summer the day we got the beers?
i should have talked to that girl at the mailboxes.

remember at rite-aid that golden beauty should have talked to her too.
the one at shiloh-simple natural beauty..her too.
the girl at the cafe[accent] her too my chest was pulling my out my set, my mouth even spokebut my legs...didnt move
and my mind talked too much,
she even stared at me on the way out eyes begging..moreso asking mine why didnt you talk to me am i not beautiful.

you are all damn beautiful how do i change....shit!
i do this raging bull,mag style.

im a beast in b_ _ _ d

secret messages on cigarettes:cut,copy,paste

all i want is to cuddle
watch inGLORIOUS basterds
sip coffee and tea.
kiss you when i want to.

your patience has run out
love doctore

do i want something serious now.
or just wet around my dick.

seeing as im being famous.
orgies are so much fun.
still trying to answer if we should be open.
ho's of both sexes have been known
to catch that which they dont prepare for.

time goes by we should have stayed together
pure ..not sexually
but realtionally -in the people we see.
because now you feel like another friend
i used to date
and i really loved you.

lets write secret messages on cigarettes
and smoke our problems away.

you know nothing much was ever asked.
but the problem lies in trust
and attention span.
if you are interesting enough to me.
we will last.
if you support me.
if you laugh
if you're jovial

slot handle-random chance(you dont need to see everything)

i killed jack johnson
and resurrected nicholson
dont take 5 sense
to realize the penny full
you make me cum
with out a handle
lets take a chance
you on the mantle.
swapping profit
or switching hands
hey superstar
where's your man
said papa left
when he charged the grand am

morning person
rising early
if only potential was moody too
for lack of better work
fire you.
boys come outside
girls stay in
tomboys always become
compliments to men
no confidence in men
half are boys
another half blend
the last half don't exist
she loves women.

when them boys gone rescue me
pa' when they gone come
sat his daughter down
called his son dumb
knew he was gay
since he came out the womb
knew he would come out
even jesus escaped tombs

love this tune.
loved this tune
love this tune
loved his room

run this room.
love,
(run this room)

Best Picture of The Year

I KNOW MATH
BUT YOU DONT ADD UP
I GOT MASKS
DON'T WANNA SUIT UP
a prince has castles
a woman has breast
the silence kills all
but the fist serves best
for
those of us who never went to class
ignorant and raunchy
ready to kick your ass
ready to follow suit
but not to spend
willing to love
but not to mend
saliva swaps passion
like hugs touch privates
we want more secrets
but cant remain silent...

let me show you something
without wrods
artful canvases
with all lines blurred
the peak dont reach
cuz the bottom dont swoop
need your attention
but this picture will do

the best thing we did together
was pose
the worst time we spent together
was those
nights we would fight
without reason
i was always right
for teasin

cant take a joke
but love takin dick
na you aint a whore
im just the shit
get wet
stay moist
say the dirtiest things
in a hoarse voice
make the hardest decision
a dick choice,

end your life with the happiees
die with the bags
under eye on the back
let the slippers sag
feet to big
for what you got into
bail out your mind
before your soul follows suit

the best dressed
dont always feel the greatest
but because he needs to show himself
always comes the latest
he love it when he naked.
would love it
if youd take it.
child-please.

the best picture
aint always picasso
the best picture
couldn't even get sold
draw a millions words
but can't spell four[fo']-

mill a thousand
make the sand
light the beach up
with whats in my hand
creation made up,
that statement i made up?
check the M on ya hand.

YOU DON'T CLASSIFY GENIUS, YOU WATCH IT.

wishin' well deep

[drums]

lyrics

[boom-boom]

how much you wonder bout the underlings

[boom-doom!]

how bout the alcohol
i say we round up ten
make love to nine
and keep the last one
for marriage rights
thats the only way they'll understand
a different boy and plastic man.
if we do as told we will stand
in the muck of cold
on winter's sand.

guitar riff
preferably electric
my heart lifts
preferably authentic
while i push on
the forces hold me back
how can you touch
what is not yours
on coals of right
my feet are black
i coil in night
and feed in back
homeless humanitarian
strict-bitch and vegetarian
needing meat but wanting change
stubborn fool
or tool for gain
the glitter -eaters
call it shame

some type of paradise
some type of home
some type of love advice
some like whats gone.
if its just us
we'll make it there
all three simply walk
i stare
fred my dear,take me there
i wanna know my fate.
i wanna know my fate.

penny eaters
heartless cheaters
men all the same
women feelers
vagina fearless
watch what they do.

do you want to tangle
cuz tango's where its at
look to wish in a well thats deep
but minds too shallow for that.

[boom-boom]
[boom-boom]
[boom-boom]
[ba-doom]

won'tchu come seime

what i dont understand is after all the calls you dont return i still want you. the unkind favour of my work.

petite. i dream to do the best. please,tease,and automobile anguish.
if i cant see you because i can't drive, will it even be.

gotta get famous,but gotta grow money.

i stare-hard. hope i'll still want you when i can move.
hope you do love me...that would be obsession beyond imagination.
and this time it turns me on.

[she smokes so much, she's so damn cute]

re-reading the comment,hats not how you meant it,im so rediculous.

look who's the fan now.

-fate

when it dreams onoursoulstonight.

and had the most intimate dream last night. usually sexual but this intimate. we joked. on the floor we layed nothing sexual about it, just laughing and shit...shhh,her lips wanted to say something:
"there's so many thing you can do on th..."

i:[chuckle] huh-what?

[chuckle] nothing.

nah, what'd you say.

The haze brightened and thickened.

"there's so many [smirk-chuckle] things you can do on the floor"

looked into her eyes,kissed her.

we kissed something passionate.
i could hear myself smacking lips-outside .

tried to escape the dream[thats how i was sure ]

wondered what was i grabbing, that felt like her...
foot..waist.breasts against my chest... [real]

the sounds grew the hands found new crevices...she had lost some weight but her most juicy features still intact.

ooomygahd!

i quieted my kissing,didnt want to wake up my roommate [how would i explain that]
i moaned. even here i sought to please others-gotta embrace myself.

we turned. she looked. i kissed.

i came out the distant reality and back in only to drift into snow.

winter dreams on a solstice night.

feelin mad wet. a nervous energy for women,projects,success. more me less else.

!*spoiler alert*!

when im naked i look like E.T.

--\--|--/---

Watching SNL. felt bad for a sec, thats why i pay no attention to other music... mine should and will be out.. the ethic has got to grow...I got to grind harder...took a small break and now im waking up all late and shit.

motherfucking JANUARY.motherfukking 2010 and on YOU ARE MINE! and how can i be mad because you lose motivation after working out and i did the same after my pep talks... o how funny we are.

LETS GO FULL AHEAD any and everyone who is doing what they love and need to. PROPS love and lets get it.

its summer time and its about to get real darkgoodgrindish
in this muthafucka
gotta feelin i might need bail on the 14th.
fucking probo.
lick my nutz

hope not.
but then i'll really be a star, lol.

PUSSY AND RELIGION IS ALL I NEED

GRAB MY HAND AND BABY WE'LL LIVE A HELL OF A LIFE!

ONE DAY IM GONE MARRY A PORNSTAR.
NOTHING TO HIDE WE BOTH SCREWED THE BRIDESMAID.

FUUUUCK IT ALL!

I'M GOING TO MAKE UP FOR EVERY SINGLE MOMENT. I LISTENED TO PEOPLE SAY I NEED A JOB. BY NEVER TAKING WORK OFF. YEAH A TRUE JERK OFF.

I DON'T WANT TO DO ANYTHING ELSE IM STUBBORN CALL ME CHILDISH WHATEVER!

B-A-F-Headz

I DON'T REALLY KNOW WHY
THE CONVERSATION OR PROCESS OF GOING TO LOOK FOR WORK UPSETS ME SO MUCH.
PERHAPS BECAUSE I KNOW I SHOULDN'T BE WORKING AND THAT IF I PUT MY 100 % IN MY WORK. IT WILL FOLD THE RETURN FOR YEARS TO COME. MILLIONS OF YEARS TO COME HUNDRED OF HOURS.
WHY THE FUCK IM SO SOUR .
BECAUSE IT WOULD TAKE AWAY FROM MY TIME TO CREATE AND MAKE TIMELESS TOKENS FOR THIS WORLD!!!

IT WOULD DETRACT YET MOTIVATE ME BUT BREAK ME AT THE SAME TIME.

I WANNA KILL WHOEVER MADE THE IDEA OF HAVING A JOB THE MEANING OF MAN,PRODUCTIVE , OR BEING AN ADULT. IF YOU DO WHAT YOU LOVE THE REST ALWAYS COMES .

ESPECIALLY IF YOU'RE A FUCKING GENIUS.

GOD'DAMN THIS WORLD UNTIL I MAKE IT. THEN ANOTHER SOUL,CHILD,MAN,YOUNG PERSON WILL SEE IT IS POSSIBLE.
IM GONNA CHOKE THE FUCK OUT OF THE LIMELIGHT, FAME, AND TOP WHEN I FUCKING GET THERE IN THE EYES OF THE WORLD. CUZ PERSONALLY IM ALREADY THERE.


JUST YOU MOTHERFUCKING WAIT BITCHES,DOUBTERS,BULLSHITTERS, AND BITCH ASS FUCKHEADS!!!
BAFH

I AINT NEVER TAKING WORK OFF FOR NOTHING, ONCE IM WORKING. IM WORKING SO FUCK YOU HO'S, BITCHES AND DICKBRAINS

FUCK ALL OF YOU ALL YOU FUXXXXXXXXXXXXX EVERYSINGLE DOUBTER AND BITCH!!!! FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU.
I HOPE YOUR MIND OPENS TILL YOU HAVE TO RE-EVALUATE LIFE AND THE BREATH YOU BREATHE AND COME OUT THE BEST FUCKING CITIZEN EVER.

OPEN YOU BRAIN OR DIE.
DYE YOU BRAIN .
SWALLOW HARD.
ITS TASTELESS.

F-U-C-K!
I-T!
A-L-L!
ONE THING YOU CAN ALWAYS SAY ABOUT MARCUS AARON GLENN IS I NEVER GAVE A FUCK ABOUT WHAT YOU SAID I DID WHAT I LOVED UNTIL MY BODY DIED LEARN A LESSON NOW OR WHEN I DIE! BUT YOU WILL LEARN MUTHAFUCKA'S!!!!

I WONT BE HERE FOR LONG YOU JUST SEE!

o lord this woman. i love you stef(ani)!

AND I AINT GONE GIVE A FUCK
'BOUT NONE A Y'ALL
WHEN I COME BACK
FROM
THE
DEAD.

M.A.R.S. the body

day 1 :
worked out
8 minute pilates
pushups

-done





SO FUCKING SEXY!! I WILL EAT THIS WOMAN WITH NO NAPKIN! GAGA YUM YUM!

.lets go!

becoming the man i am

from the boy to the man.

still pornin' ha!

but im learning, and making decisions.

thank you everyone for giving me the time to grow, i know you all were worried, but I am awesome,fine and alright.

up, up, up
and even when down stay up.

22 today lets grow love.

this damn dream done changed my life.

this is not a dream anymore, Marcus this is damn real.

this is your career. the drop or fly is in your hands.

before it wasn't it was in others hands.

this provides you will the utmost respect and responsibility for yourself.

you need this to grow up and become responsible more than anything,love.

you will have to take care of your body,your connections,your well-being(mentally,stability-wise).

before you become a man elsewhere,you must become one at home.

Marcus has grown-up, so you motherfuckers had better watch out.

Think ahead plan ahead.Take your time and plan ahead to defeat and beat others.grab life and live it.experience it. do not let things come to you any longer. call,communicate,grow and share.

You think too much and you will be frozen.

hello.

sleeping early waking up earlier [10-29]

a dream about.

ordering white castles.

two double, burgers, and fry. were left

i had eaten part of it, but figured for some reason id save the rest.

upon pulling them out they were bigger than usual

meat hanging out from the bun. double the size of their actual burgers with bread about the same size..maybe a smidgen bigger.

i left to go prepare for the night(brush teeth,clean face, etc)

then upon laying in bed i noticed that i still had the bag, and i figured ok why not! i might as well you cant save white castle 'til the next day!

i took out the burger. then i was at a park with walt.nardo was on his way their.nardo arrived i said wassup-then i finished eating one burger and my fries were on the burgers.[as usual]

then we were at an asian restaurant. someone ordered fish.walter talked/asked if i was with someone i said "no, because that locks you down"

he laughed. we all laughed

there was an asian man with us now sitting at the table with me

[we are at two separate tables]

after seeing walt from the reflection of the tinted glass in front of me. i turn around.

now either before or after the restaurant

we are all running. down a hill. i carrying my burger then half way down toss it! missing it because it tastes so good. but running down the hill anyway and then we were at the asian restaurant having a good time.

i have to let something go to move on. otherwise it will weigh me down.make a decision already,Love. ;D

we were preparing to work out and it was early-dark morning. nardo stretching walt ready and the asian guy there. so to be eating the white castle was not smart on the way down walt asked me if i was alright. because he knew i had been eating the white castle.

we all went down together and laughed at the restaurant.

face the grace

artificial intelligence
is a being
a way of life for them
with no meaning

grinning
wait for the hog
to leave home
before you
bake macon

have manners for the dyslexic

face the grace.

he figures he's on a roll so why stop

i guess i shouldnt tell so much
and you shouldnt smell so much.

/\ IT DIDNT MEAN anything to a soul but me

looking for a way to leave my mark. its a subtle plan. i feel like basquiat...got the look on my head.
ilearned yesterday just how ughff.i can dress.
sloppy some.

i want fitting tops and revealing bottoms.
im going to be one fine ass bum.
my outfit is sick.
i learned layers. that which is so difficult for me to do.-this winter storm

grey thermal -medium
rotten brownpeach zip up sweater -layer2
green military jacket
blue/green knit scarf- so warm /\so fluff
jeans with a bow leg cut..wrinkles at pockets
skechers boots-but you know you could never find me wearing fucking skechers-RATHER:red wings,chukkas,or low top boot...maybe

damn i looked good.
i really underdress myself.
time to get some fucking money bitches.
ballin on all you muthafukkas!
seriously
i should model clothes
seriously i model clothes

get over yourself reader,and let me have my penis back.
my cock strong,my will weak
i will use my dick to speak
on occajun!

-wh-at.

Who is she?

be timeless,or be gone.

cuz foreva is a mighty long time!

PUSH ON BABY.

Now you're gonna have to go through hell
worse than any nightmare you ever dreamed
but in the end
i know you'll be the one standing
you know what you gotta do
DO IT...

DO IT!

-DUKE of rocky IV

i fucking love mothertalks blog

times are always better now.

we talk.

i work.

we talk.

but our son;

he

is

love.

via mothertalk

tearing up right now

i promise im all love,but not all innocenct.

he doesnt truly trust a soul

and when i feel like shit instead of calling

rochelle
erica
lauren
janee
erika
or
robert

i turn up the screw music...go to bed.

goodnight world thank you for your love,your music your love your music,your love,your music,my love,my musuc,my love,my music.
believing in myself always all day..not!

muah!

ok, when the voice says not to.
but the heart says todo.
and you think of the future saying what if you dont.
but the factor of timing comes into play.
but really you;re just lonely.
confusion happens.
because really i dont need a woman.
but i want her touch,warmth,comfort,and bosom.

but i want my career,and success' security more.
so i p.roduce u.ntil s.omething h.appens

why do i pass up the mic or give it to unsteady hands?
no mas.
no mas.
no.

I want wants when its from the heart

i had a dream about us.
we drove in a car
felt like mine
drove like yours
then again i remember only looking up.
you crawled into my lap.
it had to be autumn
the windows were up.
you weren't hesitant to get in my lap.
and for that i was happy.
I was holding you.
you were holding me,hold you
when i did hesitate
you followed through
putting my hands around your belly
fuzz on the left side.
love on the right
I finally opened my eyes.
to look up at you.
ha!
we were in a carwash
you wanted somewhere without people.
I don't know if you are a creative romantic
or not into PDA
but i doubt that because,as we drove(sat)
you sung a song
of joy that can only come from
love.
♥

Le Secret

So perhaps the secret IS getting up early everyday with good music. and something to do.I really have to MAKE my day!! be happy to bring happy or optimism to another!!!

ladies,ladies thank you

So I figures...i don't have anyone to wake up next to right now. so im going to serenade myself, with new jack swing music!!!
today:

SWV - Its About Time.


ooo ladies thank you for breakfast.
off to do community service.
.peace and have a bomb ass day !!

yeeee-uh

im bout to get a pair of deez, replica and then my own twist on em

.peace

no wonder people hate websites
because all you internet freaks ask to many questions
all you wanna be christians
ask for too many blessings

oh your God is all that
providing you with it all
my money stacks high
i've yet to reach the ball
i've yet to hit the mall
i've yet to give my money
for that which may fall

and all you can muster up
is see you next fall

im crazy in my brain
but it cant be me
cuz crazy's at home with company
im crazy in the good
crazy in the bad
everybody killin' me
so i get more sad.
im gone.

my minds in another place
chef asked what to eat
i reply get another plate
my stomach is like steel
with a tape worm in it
...

fissure price [tobefinished]

O Marcus you did it again
dropped bricks on her chest
cuz you moved faster
than your hearts legs
i will take

all the blame
but prides says there's nothing wrong
i dont want to have
these thoughts going on

she said

but its the least you deserve
after fooling me
thought you were the one for now
but you want her and me
and i want you and me
I and you
but clearly not enough
so fuck you dude

i tell her
its not that easy
you explained it well
dont give a middle finger
i dont take those too well
i know you spent time
and i should have said
what i was gone do
before i put thoughts in ya head

so it was us then me
us then he(female voice)
something has
gotta bring justice to this broken unity
i cant
go ah-round
doing this
eating the heart
and not cleaning my face
preparing for pussy
and not saying my grace
like lady killer is my name
is my name
is my name
*tick tick tick*

\

didnt wanna wake up
not gonna lie.
...

POWER

IF YOU AINT F'N THE SYSTEM THEN WHY YOU LIVIN !

-kanye west

Anti Matter

THESE LYRICS REALLY JUST SPOKE TO ME. MY FIRST TIME READING THEM.HEARD THE SONG DOZENS OF TIMES.

You so anti don't nothin' matter x 8
What's this on your iPod? tell me what you listenin' to
Why you jumpin' bout his money? I ain't hear him mention you
I know this aggravates you and it upsets you
But I can change you I know how you hear me is this better?
Yeah yeah you like this yeah this your language
Life is short and black and white just like little penguins
Why you in social studies screamin' anarchy?
Why you got the killjoy, shootin up the party?
Where you get that money from? Wait, where you runnin' to?
Why I'm hearing sirens? Where them blue lights comin' to?
Dawg you're a genius you could blueprint and plan this
Instead of playin' videogames, why don't you take advantage?

You so anti don't nothin' matter
What? Ya punk bitch! x 8

What's that on your iPod? tell me what you listenin' to
Why you jumpin' bout his bitches? I ain't hear him mention you
I know this aggravates you and it upsets you
I'ma can change you I know how you hear me is this better?
I don't understand you, you're the school's biggest cut-up
Ridin' in your mama car, boomin' like a muthafucka
Why you always spittin' for? What'd you get her digits for?
Don't you know with no money that girl is not gon' give you none?
Life doesn't diss you, why you got your fist out?
Or you just gon' run in there and five finger discount?
Talkin' bout where the weed at, wait what you puffin' for?
I thought you were an expert, now listen to the officer

You so anti don't nothin' matter
What? Ya punk bitch! x 8

I know you're alive there's a lantern lit inside
It's not just (better by) it won't blow up in your face if you try
I know you try hard but you gotta try harder
Now you got your light you can find your way
You're a multi-tasker you're doing things faster
Or you gonna let this God given gift decay?

You so anti don't nothin' matter
What? Ya punk bitch! x 8

Muthafucka is you A.D.H.D.? A.D.H.D.? A.D.H.D.?
You jump around like you A.D.H.D. A.D.H.D. A.D.H.D.
You can't sit still like you A.D.H.D. A.D.H.D. A.D.H.D.
You fuck around like you A.D.H.D. A.D.H.D. A.D.H.D

waking up today...

I swear
as Im getting older
my dick is getting longer.

September 28,2010

know what to do.

sittin' here playing my guitar
sittin' here wish it were a sitar
I see how they look
and I sure look back
but now days
its courage i lack

I don't know what to do.

Went to school before
didn't learn me shit
mom taught me more
when giving me licks.
I'm a hard-headed kid
Learnin' from life itself
and my elders have good lessons
but now days I want more wealth.
Where'd the discipline go;
patience and peace
the latter i still have
but its lazy in the least
worlds hero at the most
never knew a median
always told a joke.

i know what to do.

be honest be true
easier said then proved
appreciated by old souls and mothers
or the wives of our brothers
o how my conscience hovers.
lust just wants me undercovers
I may regret my youth
but not my actions
get old,still stubborn
living in full satisfaction.

and as I know who...

but still so much to grow
didn't listen then
don't listen now
don't give a fuck
Cuz I dont know how.

The Fox

NOW PLAYING/BEEN PLAYING

MOS DUB - IS A DECENT MASH ...DEFINITELY ENJOYABLE

BARRINGTON LEVY- HIS MUSIC ON A PLAYLIST..OOWHOOOOOAA!

DJ SCREW - ALL WORK NO PLAY (FAV.SO FAR: HOW DO YOU WANT IT(PAC) & I DONT LIKE DREAMING(DPG) )

WANTS RIGHT NOW

^TO GO SHOPPING^


^BE IN MY OWN PLACE^


^BOMB ASS DANK & RELLOS/PHILLIE'S^


^PUSSY^

in a bad mood muthafuckas!

Today, was a bad day. I decided that early on. Im not in the best mood. Tomorrow I shall awake and it will be different. Slept in. I am done smoking cigarettes. I need to do my community service...FUCK!!

AND THEN IT WILL ALL BE EASIER AFTER THAT.

A JOB-YES! THAT'D BE NICE...OR AT LEAST MY CHECKS FROM EXTRA WORK. SO THAT I MAY PURCHASE MY HEADSHOTS!

THEN GO TO R.BROWN, GET MY REEL! (TWO FILMS I HAVE). I KNOW. FOR SURE.

Damn, I remember when I first started this blog.
Its time for me to leave the house, i understand that. I also understand hourly entry jobs with my background don't pay enough for apartments even if I split my pay with a friend.

My dad sets me up for failure then, chews me up for making a mistake, or in his eyes failing. The man is insane on a mission to make me the same way. I promise.

But I am going to make it. I will make it, I AM MAKING IT AS WE SPEAK!

TO DO:
MODELING PICTURES
HEADSHOT
COMMUNITY SERVICE
REGINA BROWN AGENCY ET/OR CHARLIE'S talent agency...
(^there is no reason I am very talented.)

as much as I enjoy the city of Detroit, I am much past ready to leave.

I dropped a single last week off of "Complete"
http://www.soundcloud.com/marsgmars

I don't feel like making the link...so just copy and paste.

I need my car. i need my place. i need dough!!!!!!

-GOODBYE.MARCUS.

I KNOW WHAT IT IS IM STILL HERE. AND ITS BEEN SO LONG.

I GET IT.
IM LEAVING.
I GET IT.

WHY DID I EVER LET FOLKS GET ON THE WAGON. WHY DID I SLOW DOWN... EH ITS COOL. ITS GOOD


IM IN CONTROL.

LOVE PEACE AND UNITY(RICK JAMES VOICE)

GOEVERNMENT HOUSING

FUUUUUCK !

I FEEL LIKE LEAVING IN MANY WAYS. THE PARENTS ARE ALL ON THE ASS, IF YOU WOULD PUT AS MUCH TIME AS YOU DO DRIVING ME TO GET A JOB, INTO PUSHING ME INTO MY CAREER IT WOULD BE FABULOUS.

BUT I UNDERSTAND YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT THE INDUSTRY OF ENTERTAINMENT. YOU TREAT IT LIKE WORK AS FAR AS HUSTLING BUT YOU CAN ALSO BE ON A SET FOR HOURS OR AT HOME FOR HOURS, ITS NOT CONSISTENT AND THAT IS WHY I HAVE MY FINGERS IN BOTH ASPECTS. ACTING/COMEDY AND MUSIC.

BUT YOU DONT WANT TO HEAR, AND I DONT WANT YOU TO HEAR MY SHIT BECAUSE YOU WILL ONLY SEE THE CURSING NOT THE MUSIC ITSELF. SO PERHAPS I SHOULD MAKE A CURSELESS SONG JUST FOR YOU ALL. I THINK I WILL!

I REFUSE TO BE DEPRESSED WORKING WHERE I WISH NOT TO, FOR ANOTHER WINTER.

THEREFORE I MUST PUSH THE FUCK ON.

WHY DONT I JUST X X X ALREADY!

Marcus isnt poetic as much as he is honest

the only thing sweeter i could have said was love.

i promise.

samkissessung

i loved you first underneath the sheets.

it isn't sex.

it isn't lust.

it ain't sin.

dammit! if this is sin, then let us both burn!

and if we burn together

the pain wont matter.

'cause I ain't never met cupid

but I swear we're in love honey.

finger lickin'

Could things really be going much better?

yes.

Am I complaining?

yes.

Is my stomach in knots at the moment?

yes.

Am I complaining?

not everyday but I pick my times.

put my 45 on paper, and watch me close my ears.

And in all my foolishness I should have learned by now, at least to listen.
The Law is strong...
pssh,keeps me quiet.
(that's for sure)
Whether I'm in a cop car
or eating pop carn
i ain't saying shit.

Those both involve manners
but the former is lead by fear.
o what a record I have.
The only one I don't want to hear.

Pushing up daises from a field so fertile-MotherLand Speeches

To be talked to like a child would suggest, that you either are a child, or you behave as one. Or that the person speaking to the child-like party feels for some reason they are more mature than you.

Following a dream is great until no factors are seen.

Trying hard is useless is nothing comes about?

Not becoming caught in the time war takes energy, shit i mean it takes me. but its the pay-off! for me to totally do as i please and desire I would have to take myself seriously.
This is a battle for me because the environment I'm living in. The people not the actual environment. The motivation of few drives, and motivates me to push through the normality to simply work work work someplace you don't like. I know it takes money to live but to sacrifice little money for an end that brings countless money. seems quite motherfucking sensible.

The only question I ask myself is; hey man are you pushing hard enough. are you doing enough. Can that which is weak seem strong because of the push?

YES.

so the question is what am i doing to polish, to regularly push harder.

I love you Marcus.
I love your life.
I love your purpose.
You are me.
and I, YOU!

are they fed up or giving up?no matter what they are doing what are you doing and how are you remaining full of faith?

September 6,2010

How about that community service, eh?

Jay-Z, T.I., Wayne Guest on Drake's LP

Jay-Z, T.I., Wayne Guest on Drake's LP

I DEF LIKE THE SPED UP VERSION MORE!

Listen: The Roots and Monsters of Folk Revamp "Dear God" as "Dear God 2.0"

Listen: The Roots and Monsters of Folk Revamp "Dear God" as "Dear God 2.0"


da shit im bumpin

estou muito ruim em matematica!

this is something you watch as a child. on a winter evening or summer night. with the boo. or with a child.

GREAT. the animation,the cute hedgehog,the funny...sooo much

CLASSIC RUSSIAN SHORT FILM -(1975)- HEDGEHOG IN THE FOG
ANIMATION: Yuriy Norshteyn

Echo Chamber: Patti Smith

Echo Chamber: Patti Smith

PEEP WHAT PATTI SAYS. DETROIT IS ONE OF THE MOST CREATIVE CITIES ON EARTH! IF YOU DON'T BELIEVE ME YOU'VE NEVER BEEN TO DETROIT, OR YOU'VE NEVER BEEN ANYWHERE NEAR HERE!!!!

.PEACE

STAND-UP!!!

LISTENING TO : FREDDIE GIBBS & DEVIN THE DUDE -STRAY

YO SO THIS WEEK I AM DOING STAND-UP AT ANN ARBOR COMEDY JAMM AT THE ANN ARBOR COMEDY SHOWCASE.
ITS BEEN A WHILE NOT GONNA LIE IM NERVOUS BUT IM GONNA STOP SAYING THAT AND WORK ON MY SHIT. ONCE IM UP THERE IM ALL GOOD!

LOOKING FORWARD TO WEDNESDAY!
.PEACE!

NOW PLAYING: FREDDIE GIBBBS - HOW WE DO

today.tomorrow.today

so the weather in southeast Michigan, specifically the metro Detroit weather. has been straight up emotional. lol. literally raining,windy,and cloudy one minute and sunshine,birds chirping like a spring morning the next! all day the longest span between the two differences had to be about 20 minutes. maybe. i don't really depend on time,but that's another topic though.

So. I was at home after getting off work, and this bullshit schedule I had, have. expecting to go to my friends grad party, because there is this chick im digging. and as occurs often I did not get what I wanted. It has a way of wearing on you at times. But I got over it. I figure the people that really know me, know that if i could I would be at many friends events. But I am without a car. I am not one to pester people for rides either, I understand you have your agenda, and I, mine.

Anywho, I did compose a few more entries into my book. "Twenty-22-Two". my memoir in poetic...journal entry form. been chatting with ennsanjana . thats been helping me a lot with the development of my writings. btw check out her work. Some of the most honest,real, work you will read/indulge in.

I've got studio time with the Group Paris Brown this week as we prepare for upcoming summer performances. The only thing that worries me is not being entertaining enough, me forgetting lines to my verses, not being able to recover from mistakes, and if we will need a dj. I'll be the DJ but I've no turntables.

I wore glasses for the past hours. Why do people stare, outside and in.

mind your business.

and while at home bummed. I listened to LUSH!

thank you pearl harbor for that! check those ladies out. as well as the dum dum girls to female groups I like.

Might go to this Bush Walker ? concert at the Magic Bag...might not.
once again, I'll need a ride.

.peace

It's the first of the month and I just came up,Im headin to the shop to put some rims on my Truck!

YOYOYOYO! SUCKAZ im about to be buMPin my screw tape collection alll today. yeah i know,

reader: "all day marcus,... you lyin!"

marcus: aaaaaye shut up!!! I aint lyin fool!


uhhhh...anywho peep the genuine style of DJ Screw!

this "concrete jungle" off of Dj Screw-9 Fo Shit is hilarious and bangin!


now playing: Kalifornia by Above the Law- MIXED by DJ Screw!!!!! from "9Fo Shit" Tape

LANE BRYANT COMMERCIAL IM DIGGIN

THIS SHOULD DEFINITELY BE ON TV. ONCE AGAIN. SHOW BOTH SIDES... VICTORIA SECRET COMMERCIALS ARE MUCH MORE RAW AND IN YOUR FACE THAN THIS.

THIS IS SEXY!

and they are

JESUS

JUDE

NESTA

ELLINGTON

ELLA


.M.A.R.S.C.U.S.

OFFICE MUSIK

LIL WAYNE X OFFICE THEME SONG

DOWNLOAD HERE


LISTEN HERE

--DOT DOT COM

SO TODAY I STARTED WHAT MAY BE THE FIRST IN MY 3 SONG ELP!

IT WAS VERY FUN, AND THERE IS MORE TO COME.

I KNOW ITS GONNA GET HARDER, AND THATS WHEN ITS REALLY IMPORTANT TO PRACTICE. SO LETS GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GET UP WAKE UP DO SOMETHING
YOU CAN TRAIN THE BRAIN TO COMPLAIN, MAINTAIN, OR BE PLAIN.

I WILL RULE, OWN, AND SPECTACULARIZE YOUR SYNAPSES!

.M.A.R.S.

PEEP THE FORMSPRING.

THIS WAYNE X OFFICE THEME IS BADAZ

INTRAVIEW WIT THOSE NEW KIDZ

THIS INTERVIEW IS FUNNY AND ITS "CULTS" ON STREET CARNAGE RADIO!!!!

LE INTERVIEW: CULTS X STREET CARNAGE RADIO

AY! man

DO WHAT YOU LOVE, FUCK THE REST!

SUCH A SMUCKIN VICE[grip]

VICE MAGAZINE KARL LAGERFELD INTERVIEW (GREAT!!)



VICE MAG feb07 MALCOLM MCLAREN INTERVIEW

THANKS LAGER*THANKS MALCOLM

SO MALCOLM MCLAREN(L.I.T.) IS DEFINITELY MY PRESENT FASHION INSPIRATION! GOING OUTSIDE THE POPULAR, I DIDN'T EVEN REALIZE WHAT THAT TAKES, ITS NOT REALLY ABOUT TASTE, I MEAN YOU CAN LOOK GOOD BUT STILL BE DIFFERENT. BUT ITS NOT ABOUT MASS APPEAL.

SO I'VE BEGUN, MY JOURNEY!

LAGERFELD

KL:...hard work is like being politically correct. Be politically correct, but please don’t bother other people with conversation about being politically correct, because that’s the end of everything. You want to create boredom? Be politically correct in your conversation.
...
KL:I could vote for myself because I know everything about myself. And I can lie to everybody, but I cannot lie to myself. My mother used to say, “If you’re really honest and you have a certain kind of education, you will know the question and the answer.”
...

BRUCE LABRUCE:...Well, yes, I know that you care, because you are interested in both high and low culture.
KL: That is because there is only culture.
BRUCE LABRUCE: As in, there is only one large culture and everything is a facet of it.



MALCOLM MCLAREN



kARL lAGERFELD AND bRUCE LaBRUCE

.M.A.R.S.

THE DAY

SO IT BEGINS; THE PLAN WITH EXPECTATIONS AND DUE DATES!

IM WATCHING JIMMY FALLON WITH TARAJI P. WHY IS SHE SO LOUD!

LET'S GET THIS DREAM ! I WILL DO IT !

.M.A.R.S.

IN MY MIND

SUCCESS IS TANGIBLE DON'T REACH FOR FAME...FIRST PICTURE YOUR GOAL AND REPEAT IT'LL BE MINE....YOU UNSURE OF YOURSELF SIT STILL AND THINK.

MY FRIEND SAID, YOU BE ACTING TOUGH THAT'S FINE
BUT THE WEIGHT OF THE WORLD
CAN REALLY CRUSH ONES MIND
LET IT OUT P!
LET IT OUT P!
LET IT OUT P!
MY NIGGA LET IT OUT!

^ P.WILLIAMS

OOO BOY! IMAGINE SAY ITS YOURS DO THE WORK

"THE SHORTER WAY TO DO MANY THINGS, IS TO DO ONLY THING ONE AT A TIME." -MOZART

CONCENTRATION IS THE ABILITY TO THINK ABOUT ABSOLUTELY NOTHING WHEN IT IS ABSOLUTELY NECESSARY - RAY KNIGHT

NOTHING GREAT WILL EVER BE ACHIEVED WITHOUT GREAT MEN, AND MEN ARE GREAT ONLY IF THEY ARE DETERMINED TO BE SO. - CHARLES GAULLE

IF YOUR DETERMINATION IS FIXED, I DO NOT COUNSEL YOU TO DESPAIR. FEW THINGS ARE IMPOSSIBLE TO DILIGENCE AND SKILL. GREAT WORKS ARE PERFORMED NOT BY STRENGTH, BUT PERSEVERANCE - SAMUEL JOHNSON

MEN TALK AS IF VICTORY WERE SOMETHING FORTUNATE.WORK IS VICTORY. RALPH WALDO EMERSON

NEW

WHEN YOU WANT TO LEARN SOMETHING DIFFERENT, NEW
.
.
.
LEARN IT!

.M.A.R.S.

FACE IT

ALL YOU SEE IS THE END RESULT AND THAT IS WHAT YOU WANT.
BUT THAT COMES FROM BEING GREAT.
FAME HAS NO TALENT
ITS SIMPLY MASS ATTENTION

I WILL BE GREAT AND TAKE THE TIME.
TO PLAY-TO PRACTICE
STUDY - LEARN
IT HURTS - ITS BORING
BUT SEE THE BIGGER PICTURE MARCUS.

.M.A.R.S.

EXTREEEMLY

GO EXTREME TO RECEIVE EXTREME RESULTS, ITS ONLY FOOLISH WHEN YOU DON'T BELIEVE IN THE END RESULT.

BE DIFFERENT, BE FOCUSED, BE YOURSELF, BUT NOT LAZY!

GET UP GET UP GET UP!

M.A.R.S.

ANTHING WHEN YOU ARE DETERMINED

anything is possible if you are determined to achieve it.
ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE WHEN YOU ARE DETERMINED TO ACHIEVE !
BE FOCUSED

FOCUS,DO THE WORK, ATTAIN, WIN!

SO WHAT'S YOUR ANYTHING

DB-F--A

I DO WHAT I LOVE, AND FUCK THE REST.

I AM THE GREATEST.
I LOVE MY LIFE
I LOVE MYSELF.
I AM A CHAMPION

I WILL ATTAIN MY DREAM AND GOAL
I AM GREAT
I WILL PRACTICE
THROUGH THE PAIN
THROUGH THE IMPATIENCE
THROUGH THE SHORT ATTENTION SPAN
I CAN
I WILL
I LOVE
I AM

M.A.R.S

THE ONLY WAY IT WILL START AND LIVE IS THROUGH SACRIFICE AND TIME.

I HAVE DONE THIS
I WILL DO IT AGAIN
I AM DOING IT

DREAM BIG,FOCUS,ATTAIN,DREAM BIG,FOCUS,ATTAIN,DREAM BIG, FOCUS,ATTAIN

listen.love..attain...produce....

FIRST OFF, I HAVE HEARD PEOPLE SAY THAT PHARRELL'S ALBUM "IN MY MIND" WAS GARBAGE. I THINK THAT THESE PEOPLE ARE MISSING THE BIGGER PICTURE AND THE MESSAGE OF THE ALBUM. ESPECIALLY THE SELECTIONS THAT SPEAK ON BEING TRUE TO YOURSELF, HAVING A DREAM, BEING MOTIVATED TO ACCOMPLISH THAT DREAM, AND STICKING WITH THAT DREAM.

ON EASTER MY AUNT AND MOTHER WERE TALKING ABOUT CURRENT MUSIC AND PEOPLE THAT INVEST TIME AND THOSE WHO SIMPLY THROW SOMETHING TOGETHER TO GET HEARD. WHILE ITS COOL TO GET HEARD, ITS BETTER TO HAVE MORE OF A REPERTOIRE AND BACKGROUND SO THAT YOU CAN HAVE LONGEVITY IN WHAT YOU DO.

I HAVE MANY TIMES GOTTEN CAUGHT UP IN THE AFTER RESULT TO THE POINT WHERE I FORGET IT TAKES TIME, CARE,LOVE, SKILL, PRACTICE TO BECOME GREAT. IT'S NOT A MATTER OF TIME TO BECOME GREAT RATHER HOW MUCH YOU LOVE SOMETHING AND THE TIME YOU PUT IN BECAUSE OF YOUR LOVE. GRANTED YOU COULD DEFINITELY PUT IN TIME TO BE GREAT, BUT TO ME IT SEEMS MORE ROMANTIC TO SIMPLY PUT TIME IN BECAUSE YOU LOVE IT.

TIME.TIME.TIME.

I HAVE REALIZED THAT THOUGH THE QUICK EXPOSURE, AND THE QUICK RECOGNITION IS GREAT...AT THIS TIME IT WOULD DO ME NO GOOD. I WANT TO BE FINE, SKILLED, PERFECTED AT WHAT I DO.. EVERYTHING. TAKING TIME TO LEARN IT, DESIGN IT, REFINE IT, PERFECT IT, THEN RELEASE IT. PEOPLE MAY SAY IM DOING TOO MUCH BUT THE END RESULT WILL ALWAYS BE GREATER, AND I NEVER DID IT FOR THEM, I HAVE DONE IT FOR THE LOVE I HAVE, AND MY OWN PERSONAL DREAMS.

THERE IS A TIME FOR EVERYTHING. YOUR TIME WILL ONLY EXPIRE BY YOU SITTING DOING NOTHING. MASTER, PUSH AND GET THERE. MARCUS, NO LONGER WILL LAZINESS AND HALF-ASSING CUT IT. GET BACK TO THE LOVE OF THE ART- M.A.R.S.

PEEP THIS VIDEO OF PHARRELL SPEAKING KNOWLEDGE. CLEARLY HE KNOWS WHAT HE IS TALKING ABOUT FOR HE HAS PRODUCED MANY FRUITS OF HIS LABOR.

THANKS PHARRELL

.

DO WHAT YOU LOVE. FUCK THE REST

APRIL*3* 2010

ISN'T THERE MORE TO LIFE THAN FAME.
BEING FAMOUS, BEING COOL. WE HAVE BECOME VERY CAUGHT UP WITH THAT, TO THE POINT THAT WE HAVE FORGOTTEN TO MAKE SENSE, AND ACQUIRE KNOWLEDGE. WHY CAN A REVOLUTIONARY NO LONGER EXIST...BECAUSE THE POWERS THAT BE ARE TOO BOG. DON'T YOU REALIZE THAT IF 3 APPLES IN A BARREL OF 10 ARE ROTTEN THE REST WILL BE TOO!

DECAYED OF WHAT WE HAVE BEEN SHOWN SO PAST THAT, DYING TO THE FOOLISHNESS,AND BULLSHIT OF WHAT WE HAVE BEEN TAUGHT. STEPPED ON SO MUCH SO THAT YOU HAVE TO FLIP THE MOTHERFUCKER WITH HIS UGLY FOOT ON YOUR NECK, ON MY NECK!

GET THE FUCK OFF!

SITTING HERE, IT COULD BE THIS MOVIE. BUT NONE OF THIS SHIT MOTIVATES ME. I MAKE SHIT WHILE NOT LOOKING TOO(ARTISTICALLY SPEAKING) BUT REVOLUTION, CHANGE, IS NOT BY ONE MAN. IT IS BY US...WHICH HE TOLD US. HOWEVER HE MAKES THE FINAL SAY. WHY HAVE WE ALLOWED A SIGNATURE TO CONTROL US. WHY DO WE FEEL WE CANNOT CHANGE OUR MINDS. WHY CAN'T WE RUSH THE WHITE HOUSE. DON'T YOU SEE THEY DO JUST E-fuckin-NOUGH TO KEEP US AT BAY, WHILE STILL DOING DUMB SHIT TO RILE US UP AND PISS US OFF. DESENSITIZING, MAKING IT MORE IMPORTANT TO BE POPULAR AND FOLLOW THAN IT IS TO: BE YOURSELF, ASK QUESTIONS, REBEL WHEN NOTHING MAKES SENSE AND HAS CAUSED SO MUCH DEVASTATION.

DON'T WE DESERVE MORE ANSWERS THAN THE RUN-AROUND WE'RE GIVEN. I HATE WHEN MY FIRE IS PUT OUT BY MY ATTITUDE SO QUICK BECAUSE I CAN'T KEEP MOTIVATED. WELL MAYBE BECAUSE I DON'T LIKE SHIT THAT I DO NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU SAY I NEED IT, OR NEED TO! THE SHIT AIN'T ME MOTHAFUCKER!

WORK TO RETIRE...FOR WHAT? TO SIT EVEN MORE ON MY ASS! TO BE COMPLACENT UNTIL DEATH. WHY? WHAT DOES THAT BRING, WHAT DOES THAT HELP ANY! WHY DO I HAVE TO WAIT FOR BULLSHIT MACHINES, WHY DO BANKS SEEK TO MAKE MONEY OFF OF ME EVEN THOUGH THEY HAVE MY FUCKING MONEY, WHY AM I CHARGED FOR NOT HAVING MONEY INSTEAD OF CONSULTED AND GIVEN A BREAK....FUCK A BREAK DONT CHARGE ME. THIS IS BIGGER THAN BANKS. THE NEED TO FIGHT IS MERELY A FART. IT PASSES...LINGERS...THEN LEAVES!

THIS IS BULLSHIT

BYE
STUPID MOTHERFUCKERS...YOU AIN'T FAIR. YOU AIN'T RIGHT... YOU JUST GOT POWER!

----

The reason I don't see the purpose of religion, is because we are given this life, we are here to live. We have to learn the rules of this life and how to best operate in this life, being our honest selves is the best way to do that. Whatever the feeling is, the emotion, the mood, and be honest with ourselves without living up to any standard, or the role society says we should play according to our sex,age,economic background, career, etc.

Religion adds rules and these rules can cause you not to express your true self when your emotions are the opposite of these rules. These rules cause you to conform to be the best Christian,Muslim,Jew,etc. swaying you away from being the best you. Your focus then changes to the religion, sometimes resulting in losing yourself in a particular religion.

If you have an emotion, or if you have a feeling express it. I personally will not allow a belief system to control my emotions, it happened once and the result, I regret to this day. But I don't live in that regret I have learned from it and am understand what I did wrong on my part. May you find what works for you. It may be many things, it may be few... no matter what works HONESTY had better be apart of that.

.onelove

the fuck am * doing ? pick up the guitar already

SO IM READING ABOUT ZOLA JESUS, PEARL HARBOR, THINKING ABOUT THOSE DANCING DAYS, LOOKING UP DJ SHIT ROBOT, PRIMARY 1....ALL THESE INDIE ARTISTS AND I REALIZE I CAN DO THIS! THE SAME WAY I AM ACTING. IT TAKES DETERMINATION. I GOT MUSIC,YET NONE OF IT IS COMPOSED. SINCE I WANT TO DO LIVE SHIT. I WILL PRACTICE, WRITE, AND SOAK IN. PERFORM WHAT I WANT TO PUT OUT, BE THAT ARTIST I WANT TO BE.

M.A.R.S.

SO IN ALL MY WRITING, ILL PLAY. I SAW FLYING LOTUS LAST WEEKEND AND THAT JUST ABOUT DID IT FOR ME. TIME TO ROCK STAGES BABIES! PARIS BROWN- M.A.R.S.- THE WONDERTWINS(IF THEY EVER GET BACK TOGETHER), RAJ BROWN & SG MARS


listening to dum dum girls- i will be



(really like/lust the cover by the way)


AAND VERY INTERESTED TO FIND ABOOT BOW WOW WOW !

SUPPOSED TO BE SLEEP CAIN'T EVEN DO THAT ISH!

HOW BOUT A BAND WITH SURABHI,RAJ B.,BRIAN,SUNNIE,DRE,DOO-WOP,SKIZZ... IT'D BE THAT ILL ISH! JUST A THOUGHT...

ANYWHO BE ON THE LOOK OUT FOR : Aṣhab aṣ-ṣuffa

.PEACE

LOOKBOOK.nu: "NUDE #2" by Jim Dumont

LOOKBOOK.nu: "NUDE #2" by Jim Dumont: "Tee from Second Hand, Pants from Vintage, Shoes from Victoria, Glasses from Ray Ban"

ME LIKEY!

wanna kno what i did last night

FUCK M*

MAN I SHOULDA NEVER SWITCHED MY SHIT UP... WAY AHEAD OF YOU FUCKS! AND PEOPLE. JUST SIT,WATCH,OR FOLLOW

.LOVE

GRowing ^P

I AM LEARNING JUST BECAUSE YOU DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO, DOESN'T MEAN YOU SHOULDN'T DO ANYTHING!

drawfting

YEAH SO I BEEN ON GO MODE AND WILL BE FOREVER...STRAIGHT UP PI MOTIVATION, HAHA!

NEXT UP IS MY ART BLOG PREPARING THE NECESSARY MATERIALS FOR THAT SLOWLY BUT SURELY! IT WILL MOST LIKELY BE A TUMBLR SITE UNLESS I FIND A BETTER BLOG,OR A MORE UNKNOWN BLOG. YOU KNOW HOW I DONT LIKE THE MORE COMMON/WELL KNOWN BLOGS.

I HOPE I GET TO MAKE IT TO T-GO'S SHOW, BUT I DONT THINK SO, BECAUSE MY BOY PAID FOR A SLACKER TALENT SERVICE WHO TOLD HIM TO STAY IN THE OFFICE WHILE THEY LEFT THE BUILDING TO GO PICK UP AN INSTRUCTOR...WHO AT THAT POINT WAS ABOUT A HALF HOUR LATE.-AND HE'S MY RIDE, LOL; THATS WHAT I WAS GETTING AT.

EVER WONDER WHAT THE HELL YOU ARE GOING TO DO, I MEAN REALLY LET THAT QUESTION BREW AND THINK AHEAD INTO THE FUTURE. FOR ME ITS HARD BECAUSE I LOVE MANY THINGS WELL. SO I WILL DO THEM ALL. NONE OF WHICH INVOLVE SCHOOL TO BE HONEST. IT IS A MATTER OF GETTING UP OFF MY ASS AND DOING IT! MUSIC,ART,REVOLUTION,START! NOTHING EVER CAME TO A SITTER BUT A GUT...AND PASSING BUTTS.

M.A.R.S.

HAS ARRIVED
HERE!

I HAVE LEARNED TO SPEAK QUIET AND PERFORM GREATLY.

THEY CAN TALK BUT YOU WILL BE BACK IN YOUR ZONE.

YES I WILL

FUCK YOU! FOR SAYING OTHERWISE

SHE'LL BE THERE, THEY'LL BE THERE WHEN ITS TIME!


IM NOT CONCERNED ABOUT THAT BECAUSE THERE IS SOMETHING DEEPER TO ACHIEVE FOR ME. UNLESS I DO IT I WON'T EVER FEEL RIGHT!

PUSH ON IT WONT BE EASY BUT I WILL GET THERE, AND ONCE I AM THERE ITS FINE.

I'VE BEEN ATTACKED BY THE DEMONS THEY HAVE FUCKED ME UP.

I DONT LIKE FEELING LIKE THIS BUT I WILL CONTINUE ON. DESPITE THAT BULLY SHIT.

YOU AINT GETTIN ME DOWN MUTHAFUCKAS!!!!!!!!!

YOU GOT SOMETHING TO SAY, SHUT THE HELL UP AND KEEP YOU MOUTH TO YOURSELF IM NOT HEARIN IT. GOOD,BAD,UGLY OR SAD.


.GOODBYE FUCKERS

I AM RELEASED

Ever just get fed up with the negativity, the hopelessness, the foolIshness, the brainwashing, the standards,the bullshit,the opinions,the lack of thought,care,and intellectually progressive intentions.

The negativity is soo thick. why do you speak.change your outlook. its bleak.

The only i will do is change and take the adversity for that. how is it that the majority's mindset controls your thoughts,actions,and moving ahead. take the beating. in that sense be Christ-like. be the outcast. suck what you heard because they dont know you. YOU HEAR ME.

THEY
DON'T
KNOW
YOU!

i know for sure you all dont know me.

fuck it!

i am the best. i am my love.i am my completion and i have full control over my goals yet not over whether i will live to reach them. therefore you reach until you die! and encourage others to do the same for themselves.

the newness

I got some new music for you folks.

check it out
beat is by the Think Dank (TX stand up) haha

entitled: forevertogether






(follow the little girl,she'll meet you there :)
paz y amor

btw your new fav. old school band should be hawkwind or the nazz! jus sayin

like Whut the F*&^% is UP!

hello all i miss posting on here i hope you all are still paying attention at least.

FEW THINGS:
i have not cut my hair in fact its almost as long as the last time i grew it out, in 08.

- i would like to get braided up but lookin for who and a way to get to them.

- looking forward to seeing flying lotus friday, but I gotta handle this overdraft BS with my bank !!!! why do they charge you money for not having money. they are not the one's with the zero balance you are. if i had the money i woulda never had the overdraft you f'n jerks!

- looking forward to seeing my summit-academites friday at my boy Ryan's SHOW!

-Looking forward to seeing any aNN-arborites that come friday(esp.leeya,molly,and whoever else) to the flyLO after party! and then again on the hasho basho!

- 4:20...

- and good times my jiggas!

check out my music BTW.. working on new material tonight widget-headed figures.

ME MUSICA IS HERE!!!!!!!!!

.peace and onelove

p.s. i constantly am thinking of other names, but always end up settling somewhere around SG Mars, or No Name at all...i still seriously consider no having a name at all.

STREEMing

if you want to know what it is, its like tumblr as far as the easy posting and the way you view it. i found it searching for new blogging websites besides tumblr. its fairly new (established between 07 and 08).

I like it because not many people know about it yet.

I can post faster, and it makes sense for me,for the random days when i am all over the internet getting info, music, watching vids... and wanting to post new stuffses!

sooo.... you want to keep up to date with new music im listening to, or new sites, or new thoughts peep my streem (link is in the post before this)!

it is more raw because its in the moment but its all me. no faking, or holding back sooo... enjoyz!

I will still post here but it will be bigger postings (length) for example my marriage post!)keep you clicker finger loose and visit both when you can.

.peace and love eternal::.

YOOOOOO

2 things...actually 3

1. i am now blogging on streem as well.

2. i have a youtube channel (ackademik thought) with my boy brian peep that!


3. below's the video for the latest video with him dancin, and actin a fool!

.peace

NEWWWWWWWWW music

Yo whats up reader(s). Glad to know you're well, because if you are reading this you must be well enough to read....o_O what???? anyway

I come bringing new music from a producing duo formerly and separately known as Sew Bored & Chuck Rubbish.. and now known as Brown Hash. They've been delaying work for a while but this is the first song off there upcoming project "Re:Dilla" I think! I hope so at least anywho enjoy, live well and above downers today,

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Song - The Win
Album/mixtape: Re:Dlla ?
year: between 2008-2010?

Been Listening to...

Mobb Deep: The Infamous



Michita: One




purchased
Sade: Soldier of Love



R.I.P.: Alexander McQueen



Studying: Dilla(Donuts,Welcome2Detroit,Pay Jay)


+ Flying Lotus(1983)


Next to listen: AZ (Do or Die)


READING: Jiddu Krishnamurti - Inward Flowering... and i need to return Education and The Significance of Life as well as load his audio on my ipod... damn ipod i either have to transfer and lose a lot, or wipe everything... APPLE you suck

Romeo +Juliet,Julius Caesar, Jude The Obscure

I would put up pictures but it took soo much to do the ones above.... eh

Consider it MONDAY!

and yes Lately my library has been so RAP heavy... but i like it. Its like im doing a history report but with music...THERE is so much new and old!


and per recommendation of my NOOOOOOORoni I will read "Men Who Stare At Goats" !!

Trees,mmm

"Trees are poems the earth writes upon the sky, We fell them down and turn them into paper,That we may record our emptiness."-khalil gibran

RE:ligious DISScussSHUN(Z)

Man, i knew there was a reason i stayed away from these once leaving an environment heavily filled with religion. These are tiring. They are useless, and a waste of time when at the end of it no progression has occurred, and both sides are only saying what they believe in 19 different ways.

The problem i see is when someone is talking to you about what they believe and go from informing to convincing(or trying to convince) you to do as they do. whether they stand on the religious side or not! Its annoying to watch, and boring to hear after 15minutes.

I stand where I stand and you stand where you stand. If you want to talk about anything;lets discuss how our views are impacting the world; how are they benefiting our personal world. How are they helping and how are they hurting. How we have doubts about the same/different things!
Not sitting,standing,yelling,straining to get each other to see our views as right and wrong.
Personally;as far as beliefs...to each his own. If you want to try something new to improve your life do it, if it works stick with it if not go on. But personal life experiences, and the principals you come up with based on those experiences are what will determine what you believe in flat out!

Expand the mind. take down the walls of comfort and convention, what you've always been told vs.what you actually believe. what makes sense and what does not. and see that nude individual and work on them! Work on that person, because that person is you What do you really believe;and why?

if you want to know what i believe;talk with me, lets dialogue. but not just about religion and beliefs,but about ways to improve your life and mine because that is what we live,what we have,what we each know,and what we should learn about. To improve ourselves.

Thoughts on Marriage

Perhaps its just me,(seeing as thats where I am always speaking from...self) but marriage seems flawed.

It could be the media, and their subliminal messages they put in movies and have been putting in movies of men and women being so platonic, or being with someone and when you are not feeling it anymore or because of your own reasons dating someone else. But the picture of marriage seems flawed.

I have friends married, and i feel when its right many people know its right no matter what age. Few marriages are meant to be, but a lot of the times feelings overshadow the truth of another person. From what i've seen/know personally more feeling than thought goes into marriage, people date for a few months(while the butterflies are still fresh) and next thing you know they schedule a marriage. Later on when reality sets in the people find themselves no longer feeling the same way about each other and they then divorce.

Who's to say that we all have one person with whom we need,or want to be with for the rest of our lives. From what i've heard and seen many marriages are merely an image, the couple (no matter the sex) puts the image up that they love each other for the benefit of the children, or because of their parents, or because of what they were formally known as to peers. If its not working move on.

I feel in the future there will be more Fathers who are not with the woman they made the child with;and vice versa; and same with the same sex. If you do a little looking/research you will see that open relationships are on the rise(or at least more public);more specifically polyamory(having more than one intimate partner at a time). I think it makes sense;since for so long the message of marriage has been pushed, and pushed, and pushed at people.Past generations are breaking out the norm as well as this upcoming generation,my generation. WE are learning from mistakes so whether its an open marriage, or choosing to be wiser about who we marry, the norm is changing from exclusive to open.

And with sex being held as such a holy sacrament to the religious it only clouds marriage more at times. many want sex moreso than marriage but will put up with the process for the sex, and a year or two down the road;they seperate because they had what they wanted. Another scenario could be they begin cheating. they experience sex for the first time and then their minds open about all the people they could have had sex with,or possibly still can have sex with(co-workers,ex's,men,women,friends,etc) and they explore that while being in marriage.

If you know its not for you don't do it at the expense of others, or society's view on it! Thats society and you are you! BE honest in relationships no matter how hard it is, if you can't do that don't hurt the other person by saying left while you've been leading them on tot eh right.

Polyamoral will also run its course and marriage as it was known in the 20s,30s,50,60s will return but at least for the next few decades don't be surprised at open marriages being more public, or polyamoral relationships/marriages.

If you don't know much about Polyamory check out this video and



this article

Whut the fuuuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhquitting the J.O.

aint it crazy how ....

man i want to quit my job i work for money.not the job! all i need is to get my car; and i'll figure the rest of this shit out.once i can get out, all else will fall into place(I HAVE A PLAN). this job shit and balancing what i love; is some bullshit!

ALL i want to do is ACT,Make music, and entertain! no filler hours inside four big ass walls!

The question is why not , why allow myself to be beat by the social norm; i'll die before i get caught up in the 9-5 as a necessity, and im dying now. You gotta do whats best for you;flat out. You got one life you either live it 100% till the end, or die under the shadow of another image.

I got some things i do need to clear up before i leave but, once im gone; i am gone. My spirit is there-but my body and mind are chasing after spirit! Spirit lead; but body and mind be next to spirit!

The easy seems so sleazy and the truth so rough! nothing matters till im set; and set i am not! therefore all this other nonsense matters to me. i don't mind starving for my dreams;and they are only called that because many see and never attack! dream should be life and life: the living out of your innermost heartfelt desires.

Its in my sleep or for a cause.-my death

I choose the cause! FREEDOM,LOVE,DREAM,GOAL!

NO ONE KNOWS THE HEART LIKE THE SOUL IT RESIDES IN.

and when its days like this..

you know im feelin good
feet layed up
like im on hardwood
life is done right
though it feels no good
that is alright
i just put up my hood
they say that i can't
I know that i could
its a matter of self
and if i allow motivation too-uh
feelin shallow mallow marshmallow swallow
in the throat wash it down
with two gall-ons a barrel
top with some strawberries...Darryl
at the mall shopping must be new apparel
take a look deeper clothes nice but my Hair old
their vision too narrow
i been broad so come over and share though
talkin bout my pics
but why do you stare yo!
one hand is busy
pickin hair and nose... hahaha

lolol

.peace and love live forever::..